©` SILVER

Goodbye

2010-07-10T21:57:00.000+08:00

This is my last post & I'll create a new one latest tomorrow. Still finding for nice blogskins to use. Anyone have any idea? Managed to get my voice back but it stills hurt when I speak a little louder. Missing my baby so much now. I also not sure who I'm saying, as I'm calling almost everyone I know 'baby'. Laughs. Listening to Billionaire now. Super nice song. I wanna be a billionaire, so fucking bad. Who don't want to? Everyone wants to. But it's not easy to. So I decided to buck up on my studies, so I can get myself closer to this dream of mine. I know you're laughing right now. But I won't give a damn. Decided to ignore all those idiot who take me as a joke. You know who i'm saying. Those name I shall not elaborate. I'm not someone who talk behinds back.

Using 2 net-book is not good. Always get mixed up although they're built together. Typing using this while I look at another. Look so stupid. Using msn with my Malaysia cousin, who is just 6. Awesome right? So young use MSN. She even used perfect English. Or at least, not those broken ones. But she takes quite a long time to reply a short text. Just watching her reply makes me so tired. Shall focus on blogging and finding new skins:>

Aw, Not sure what's more to type. Shall stop and look for skins instead. Bye loves

the lies that you will never sees

2010-07-09T18:31:00.000+08:00

Woah! I just found out that this is my no.99 post for this account. So I decided to close don't and make a new one with this Url when I reached 100.

Didn't get to school as I was sick this few days. And not sure why, but my throat is getting from bad to worse.

I drank plenty of water and didn't had fried or heaty food but there's not change.

Maybe it's due to the weather. You people out there do look after yourself okay?

Having my N level oral on the 13th July. God bless that I'll heal by that time or else I'll be dead for sure .

Mummy cook porridge for me today which I only ate a little .5tbsp of plain porridge with half salted-egg.

Went back to sleep aftermath. Woke up around 3 to catch my show on the television then bleach on my internet.

All alone at home, I felt somehow lonely.

Times when I feel school is better. At least my schoolmates will bring me fun and laughter.

Jansen, Xueli, Suzanne, Geokting, Laolia, Anqi, Xiaojo, Yanyi, & not forgetting Debbie.

They're the ones that also brighten up my days!

Aw. I got to get going. The television is waiting for me. BYE

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2010-06-27T18:38:00.000+08:00

Sad to say, but I've got nothing to post as I didn't get to go to ph on 24th. Janice got knock by some assholes and made her can't contact with me. Stood outside ph for hours waiting for her but in the end I surrender and head to Orchard instead. Waited for Sissy to finish her work and we walk to the Toast box @ scape. Home around 1130. Went Johor the next day. Shop and ate there. Had lots of fun. Home around 1915. Rot at gome for the next day, including today. School starting tomorrow. Meeting with Jansen to head school together. But I so don't feel like going can?! -.- OMG~ I dislike teenage life.

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2010-06-23T17:04:00.000+08:00

Haven been blogging here due to many things. Shall not elaborate too much of it.

School is starting next week. Which I don't wish to come. Totally feel like quiting school now, But I can't. It sure gonna bored die me!! But hack care already. There's nothing much I can do anymore...

Going PH tomorrow with Janice, Can't wait for the time to past! It have been so long since I last went PH. Missed it so much! But it makes me miss the guys more.

Used to only go with them. But now, we've all drift. *sigh* Doesn't wanna think anymore.

Life's bored as usual. Been so lazy to head out this Holid. Such a lazy bone right? Laugh!

Bleach-ing is my daily routine. Which means i'm gonna catch more bleach now !

So... BYE !!

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2010-06-05T08:26:00.001+08:00

Meet up with bibi yesterday night, That bitch came along-.- Mood went down down down !!! Anyway, here's a nice posting for youuuuuu!

Stole my friend and now what? My boyfriend you also want? Please la, they dote me, you jealous.Now you replace me, you tot I give way. Now come wanna take over my boyfriend. If you're so despo for guys, go stand on the street la, Maybe you stand 3day will have one ahpeh come ask lehh. My boyfriend you also dare to snatch, You think you what? Supermodel?? People see people want? Want f you only la! Prettier then me come step? Please la, I don't give a damn bout you! I scold you once in blog, this the second, and I hope there won't be a third! I don't wanna let you lose face, But don't take me for granted too. I'mma not someone to be fool around with!

Anyway, back to story. Went riding to Geylang ate supper. The frog porridge damn nice can? Although it seems (dotdotdot) but I gave a try and I was madly in love with it! Baby's house aftermaths. That bitch came along. All go inside room then lock her outside. Of cause it's my idea. Others kaopeh me say I being unreasonable! Mad angry!! Punch the wall the other stunned._. Don't dare talk anymore.. Open the door give her one nice handprint and ask her shut before I chase her out. Cried and ran off. I stand there burning with fire. Baby see I so angry come comfort me. Do funny funny act to make me smile. Really love him very much. He always treat me like a princess. Baby drive me home around 5am. Reach home, bath and come online.
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Suzanne : I know the person you're writing is me, You thought the bitch Imma saying is you. But It's NOT YOU. step one friendly with you? This 5 years i treat you not good? No money also buy you thing, you like what I give you. Anything I can help I'll help you. And now you're suspecting me that imma scolding you and I've spammed you? If you think it's me that spammed you you go report police la. I don't want my name because of people trying to frame me kana this kind of attitude. I did nothing wrong so imma going fine with it. I always treat you with the best i can, But all i get back is this kinda crap. You ownself go think this 5 years how i treated you. It's not like you don't know me well. If you want prove that the bitch imma scolding is not you I can ask my boyfriend come talk to you. And XueLi say imma not a good example to learn? Aren't you guys walking the same route? Xueli say my attitude and temper not good, I try my best to change. For this, You guys have your eyes to see. I never go around giving fuck-up attitude anymore. But now, You never ask properly you go scold me. Say I fake? How fake? Waste my time doting you. You need me I'll appear. So all this is fake la? If that's so then okay. If you wanna break this friendship, Imma fine with it. I don't mind going alone in school. Since it's a no different.

Damn shag, Hate life. I wanna die-'-

Heartbreaker

2010-06-02T10:59:00.000+08:00

I totally hate it when someone else replaces me. Feels so sucky. Hate you bitch! -'- Saybyebye! I've changed, no longer the same old me. You treat me good, I'll treat you better. You hurts me, I'll kill you. Like I say, broken relations led to break friendships. You choose the road, I don't give a damn. I've listen to my spongebob, Controlled my temper and it's really tired doing this. But I promised to all my friends I'll change and I really would. No one knows the pain imma feeling.
Went town with sissy yesterday to get her interview done, but she needs some training too. Went cine for lunch, Tiffany & co., Topshop, Sasa, Ion then back home. Mad time with sissy.
Gonna get my septum done by this week. Hope i wont regret.
Spongebob just text me saying my form-teacher wants me go back school NAO, and imma like so tired, Over at baby's house. How can I rush back on time?? Crazy! Somemore its only until 12.30pm-.-
Super full now, just finish my breakfast, it's awesome! Wanted to have more but I have to stop myself(: Still thinking should I get my hair dyed? Maybe not. Holiday will be over real soon, and when it's over , I have to dye it black again. My hair will sure go gone case! Going out real soon to accompany baby get his shading done. It's our vow on his hand, Super nice. I'll try to take a photo when It's done (:
Alright, I wanna go get prepare now. So, Bye lovelies! <3

You know I luv you

Your smile melts me

2010-05-31T10:18:00.000+08:00

Fourth day of Holiday and imma like getting bored already. First time I wish that school starts fast! Wanna get my hair dyed and get my septum done soon but no extra money for it. Missed loads of lovelies from school and also some others outside (insertheart)

Jealous of that bitch that she can get her tattoo done already and I have to wait till I finish my secondary school life! Don't wanna get caught for it and have to laser it away. Haven sleep since yesterday so imma feeling (dotdotdot) weak. Eyes closing too. Have to get my beauty sleep in 10 mins or else my dark-eyes-ring will be worsen.

Baby :
Imma so happy to have you as my boy.
You always sings to me when imma bored.
You always bring me laughter when imma sad.
You always give-in to me when we quarrel.
You always tolerate me when my mood sway.
You're the best boy I have ever had.
I have never regret being with you.
I hope you'll never regret being with me.

Loving someone :Heartbreak.

Being loved by someone :Blessed.

Never regret who you've chosen,

Regret on why haven you pick others.

By : BabyVeronica (MUMMY !)

In case you people misunderstood, that baby I meant is NOT my BOYFRIEND !

Alright , I have to go catch some sleep, Long day ahead. Bye ! Luv lovelies very much ! <3

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2010-05-29T04:20:00.001+08:00

Ages since I blogged, came back as I've just change my skin. Kinda plain. Profile and Music please click on the top right hand corner's arrow. This time I get a plain skins, Mostly self edit. Steal idea from Blogskins. Still wondering should I place up my twitter and plurk? Change into guestbook this time with help by Jansen. Thanks loads!!
School holiday just start, Meaning Imma going to look for JOBS ! People intro intro kay? Maybe going to -'s pub work. Dunno there still got vacancy not. Need a job very much. Lacking of money now!!
Knew a bloody irritating person a few days ago. And when I say irritating, I mean REAL IRRITATING! Even worse then the dog!! Fainting soon! Shouldn't go club that day, So I wont get to know him -.- Big punishment for me man!! Bby tried to warn him but it's a no-use-solution. I doubt that nonsense graduate from his studies. Don't understand a thing Imma saying -.-
Gonna get my septum pierced soon!! So scared as they say it's real painful can?! Gonna pull Jan with me :D I'll sure be swearing at humans after I get it done!
Mad luv with Justin Bieber now ! He's like so CUTE CAN ?! Not forgetting Dappy ! Still mad luv with him too :D
Gonna watch my anime now, Bye loves !

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2010-05-20T21:32:00.000+08:00

It have been so long since I last blog So I decided to type some words and add some photos for those readers out there ! Didn't go school for 4 days ! Not sure whether going tomorrow or not . I will be like so LONELY can ? Cause the others wont be going too .. If can wake up I will go ! (insert smile) Don't feel like typing so I decided to let the pictures speaks instead !

As you see , I get my labret pierced . Went for crazy hairstyle . And the last one , A picture with my dearest Sayang Jansen LJH ! Luv him damn much can ? We always have loads of stupid act together :D Good memories together right Sayang ? Luv you !

Anyway , I've done typing , Gonna meet some long lost friend now :D Buh bye

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2010-05-13T02:11:00.000+08:00

It's 2 in the morning ad I'm not gonna sleep yet as tomorrow there's no paper so I don't have to go.

Going for piercing either tomorrow or Friday. Must see my Sayang piercing ma.

Today's paper was kinda rush. Didn't manage to complete it, But hack care le. There's nothing i can do now-.- Last paper on friday. Super happy !!

Stomach super pain now. Feel like vomiting-.-

I'm like super addicted to 756 can? Looks super retard luhhs-.- No choice, heart shaken.

Gonna watch my POKEMON in 1234567890mins time. Which is right after this posting. Girlfriend complain for not updating for just ... 3 days? Nasty girlfriend :p

There's nothing for me to post. I shall go watch my pokemon instead of draining my brain-.- buhbye

i luv bi more then the bees luv the honey !

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2010-05-09T13:24:00.000+08:00

Decided to do some updates with all this picture i edited ! I've change my blog url to thtgirlyou-luv . But not to worry, I'll still update in this account ... once in awhile :D

Suzanne went for piercing yesterday. Imma going with Jan on Friday :D & meih meih, the pain always come after that one. Used to it le. So you no need worry about me can't stand the pain :D Anyway, Luvs !

Had a dream yesterday night, A happy one. I was with the guy i somehow like. A sweet lovely us. Don't wanna wake up from the dream but I got no choice. I somehow is missing him now. But i can get to see him tomorrow le :D

Anyways , today is MOTHER's DAY ! Ver here wishing everyone's pretty mom a very happy mothers day !
Alright, Got to go watch show & update on my other blog. Bye luvs !

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2010-05-04T21:16:00.000+08:00

Life have been good this few weeks ,

Lovelies staying by my side ,

Giving me lots of support n encouragement !

Thanks , the word LUV goes to you guys!

School as normally ,

Meet Jansen in the morning for ice-breaking session ,

Cab to school ->study ->more ice-breaking ->Copy loads of notes ->Wait for Jan finish class ->Go 4head for more ice-breaking ->HSH

Damn suay , Saw DQ in bus . Tried to step one "idky , ydkm" but failed .

Keep on disturb me !! _|_

Reached NP , buh-bye with Jan n walk home alone .

Reached home , watch my drama -> Naruto .

The bloody internet is so sucky !

Keep connection fail ._."

Cook Dinner for father n myself ,

Mommy's herbal soup sucks today too .

Freaking tasteless even i put damn load of light soya sauce ..

Fry some sunny-side up n some idk how to name food ._.

Watch tv while eating , Finished and went to study for my EXAM .

Alright , Have to stop . There's exam paper lining ahead .

Buh-Bye loveeeee !

All i need is YOU

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2010-05-03T21:03:00.002+08:00

Went over night at Pete's house yesterday as He has went oversea .

Become a chef for dinner yesterday :D

Cooked a main dish , soup & dessert :D

Super nice can ? ( imma being so bhb ;p )

Swimming session again for 20 mins & i anyhow invented a new own swimming way ._.

Went up to baths & tee-vee aftermaths ..

Waited whole day for that idiot to call me but he DIDN'T !

Bloody Hell !! Last time don't want him call he keep calling .
Now want him call he don't call ...

Fall asleep while waiting :p
Woke up in the morning to cook breakfast .

Chicken-Corn mushroom soup , Ham & Cheese sausages ..
Wanted to cook some eggs but his house got none ._.

Went home around 11-12 ..

Reached home & went to study for tomorrow's exam .

Keep remembering details of different sources ..

So worried for my SS & maths paper tomorrow ..

I have only prepare for my SS paper and not my Maths .

Hope that 19th could come faster !

So my exam will be finished by time !! :D

Anyone wanna come out for revision ?

I need lots of help here !

Any artist around ?

I have not done my preparation yet ..

Aww , can't type more , Have to store things in my brain .

Bye all , Love ya :D

I love you too much to be true

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2010-05-01T00:30:00.001+08:00

Hey lovelies !
Time for me to do some posting :)
Woke up automatically at 6 am today but didn't go to school .
Went back to sleep again & woke up @ 9am .
Went to eat my breakfast and prepare as I going to Bishan to meet my sis JANICE AMBER .
Reached , take my lens and went back Yishun .
Bus-ed to school to fetch my stupid Sayang JANSEN lee jiahao .
He is so good that he made me wait for 15 mins outside the HOT SUN !!
Walked down to 4tou and cab to his house .
Walk for him bath & prepare and i got bitten by idk what ._.
So painful & itchy !!
Went his house downstair for some huuhuu session .
Aftermaths cab to NP to find my sister .
Chit-Chat awhile then off my sayang go .
Train down to Clark quay & proceed to Pete's house (Condo) with my sister .
His house is so damn nice can ?! (but very messy too :p )
Helped him to wash his plates , cups , pots & even clothes !
Never been to hardworking in doing housework before .
Not even at my house !!
Went for some swimming session alone as sis went for gym ..
The pool is like NOBODY and the deepest it can go is 12.2 only ..
Which is around my shoulder length .
Went back up -> Bath -> Cold storage -> back -> cook dinner -> watch tv .
Left the house around 10pm .
Walk around boat quay looking super ugly as imma wearing Pete's tee and mine is still drying ..
Trained home & now , blogging :)
Gonna sleep soon .
Super tired ._.
BUH-BYE !

I think i fall for you
You always bring me laughter with your words ,
Warm me deeply with your smile .
I know it sounds ridiculous ,
But I know my heart have been shaken .
Dont bother asking who is him as I'll NOT TELL YOU !

I miss you

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2010-04-25T23:57:00.000+08:00

Few days since I last blogged . Decided to blog as some lovelies nag me for updates !

Just finish watching the show 原来是美男 / He's beatiful .

The member of A.N.JELL is super cute & handsome ! Especially Jeremy ( 李弘基 )

Here's some pictures of them !

They're cute right ?! Love them so much <3
Went to meet up with Anqi & Yanyi just now , super miss her !
It have been 6months since i last saw her .
Gonna upload her pictures tomorrow !
HAhas , I'll continue my updates tomorrow .:D
M & J is luv !

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2010-04-19T21:05:00.000+08:00

Didn't went to school as I was sick today . MC for today and tomorrow . Super uncomfortable can ?! Sleeping the whole day . No mood for everything . Body temperature is warm but using a thermometer , it's like only 37.3 ._. I hate being sick . Jie accompany me the whole day . Thanks sist ! And thanks to all lovelies that bless me with health :) Headache now , Gonna rest . Just finish my medicine . Kinda sleepy . Good night , <3

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2010-04-18T23:16:00.000+08:00

The whole group :

Lovelies , I'll leave you guys for the time-being . Until when i think that i have really changed , Then I'll come
back to you guys and let you guys see my changes . Please give me the time as it's really important to me .

Spongebob : I'll listen to you and try to change my hot temper & easily tempted "style" . & I know it's not HS's fault for scolding me . But if he want to scold me because of this , Can't he put his name there ? Do you guys know that it hurts me more when he used a "passerby" to scold me instead of "Hongshun" ? Do you know that when you told me is him I felt so upset . It's not because he scolded/spam me , It's because that he rather used a "passerby: then his own name . And it hurts even more when he said " You think you very welcome by people ?" and you said i didn't confront you guys ? How can I ? I walk to your's & Suzanne face says :"Suzanne , after you come they treat you better then me , I seems like invisible to them ." ? Or I should say :"You guys can don't treat me like this ? I felt so left out." ? You know I can't speak out my mind . I'mma better in typing then in saying . You guys know that I'll break out when If I speak my mind . Remember that day when imma crying ? You asked me is it because of Suzanne , & I said "no" , I know you can see that it's because of her . But try to put yourself in my shoe , Wont you feel upset or jealous too ? It's just a natural feelings that everyone has . I know you guys felt angry as I said about Suzanne in a bad way , but I also know that typing here is the only ways left to let you guys see about my feelings . And about HongShun , Not that I don't wanna talk nicely to him , but I can't let myself face him for the time-being . Hope you understand this ...

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2010-04-17T22:33:00.000+08:00

Went swimming today with sister . Have fun . But am effing tired to be drop dead . Went home aftermath . Had a heart to heart talk with Debbie & Belcia . Super sweet of them . Thanks , and luvs ! Sist is right . Friend wont be there for you forever , especially them .

Wondered why did I quarrel with sist when she presume that our friendship wont last . If I listen to her earlier , Maybe I won't feel so hurt . How i wish i could be stronger , at least strong enough to let go of you . I always treat you people the best i can , But i always get back backstabs & heart cracks . Maybe in your heart imma a bad person , a proud person , or even a fake person . If it's so , then I'll really hurt . You people have know me long enough . You people should understand me . But you people didn't . When imma sad , he scolded me . When i know that he's the one & scold him back , you people help me to scold me back . If you people thinks that getting jealous & writing about my feelings about how i felt is wrong , it's my fault . Imma here to say "sorry" and I'll automatic leave this group , leave you people alone . Since he said before :" u think u wat very welcome by ppl??" I presumed that your whole group dislike me , don't welcome me , & don't treat me as a friend . And I really regret for listening to whatever crap you people told me before . But the most regretful thing i've done is to treat you guys as my brother , sisters , my family . And if you people thinks that It's also my fault that I wrote all this down , Thinking that I kar you all de jiaowei , then Whatever you want do , whack me , slap me , even kill me , I also won't kio back . No matter what how it hurts , sure it wont be as hurting as you guys scolding me .

Sponge and rest , i know you guys are innocent , but I can't help but not to face you as I'll think of it again . I thinks it's time that we go separate ways for the time being . Until everything is over . I'll go to you guys , if by the time you still treat me as your friend .

Thanks Jansen , Darren , Debbie , Belcia , Jerald (& group) , & some other luvlies for being there for me . You guys are some great friends ! Luv <3

It've been almost 4day bi didn't reply my text & calls . So scared that something will happen to him . Pray to our father God to bless him . Imma loving him so much can ? But he's such an jerk for ignoring me !! 10th's loved , So is Marcus .

May God bless "them" with health and fortune too . Amen .

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2010-04-16T11:30:00.001+08:00

Two word , heart pain .

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2010-04-14T23:33:00.000+08:00

To the pathetic little kid whom parent name him/her/it "PASSERBY"

Hey kid , You for no reason come crap on my blog then now you want what ?
Crapping/spamming don't make you look good la .
Didn't your parent/teachers teach you manners or some basic courtesy ?
Need me to teach you some ? This is my blog I can write anything that's in my mind .
I admit that imma jealous of my friend as she just came in and everyone is like magnet to her .
But if you were me won't you be angry / jealous / left out ?
Even when she's wrong people will still side on her , Don't you think this is bias ?
I don't know who you're but I surely know you're someone i know & also someone that dislike me .
I don't really care about you , But I dislike people whom disown their beautiful name that their parents gave .
I'mma being so workout is because i don't know any of the reason that makes you hate me so much that you need to spam .
You want you can just come to me and tell me .
You people that dislike me don't tell me the reason why you hate me then how you expect me to change ?
I know my attitude & temper sucks . But imma changing as much as i can .
Changing needed time . But you people don't give me that chance to change . Is this also my fault ?
And Darren is innocent so you get him involved .
He's just doing his part as friend so you better leave him alone .
You wanna scold / lecture or whatever you either come to my face or you add me in msn .
My blog is not for you to spam with unwanted detail .
Msn @ imyour.silver-@hotmail.com
Lastly , Stop your lecture in my tag board .

Imma missing bibi now , He should be sleeping soundly now . He have been ignoring me luhhs ! So bad :( Saving money for this weekend as imma going to Janice's chalet . Shag ._.

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2010-04-12T22:18:00.000+08:00

Today was suck-y . Early in the morning sauna in toilet as Suzanne is still crying over him . 3 Of us (including Xue Li ) didn't go to assembly as Susu can't stop .. I almost burst out when i am "scolding" her as I think back of last time . When i don't cherish "HIM" . Went to hall & show T-cher my face and asked Elaine Neo to go down "council" Susu . Went back toilet for second sauna session . Xue Li's turn to go up . I sit there listen Elaine talk . Tears flow again . Managed to control and not bursting out . During recess , Susu wanna do things that hurt herself . Blame us not letting her do all this . I told her this :

"You said we dont let you do all this , If I'm the one crying and wanna do all this stupid things , Will you let me do it ? That time D slash herself you know how to scold her , Now you wanna do the same thing to yourself why dont you scold yourself first ? Put yourself in our shoe before you wanna say all this ."

Early self dismissed again as i need to go JB w/ sis for some shopping . City Square is like no humans walking around luhhs .. Super little people there ! Dinner @ Vivo . The bake rice is nice , but the Spaghetti taste suck-y . Home-d aftermath .

Bi didn't text me for like 1234567 hours ?! Angry with him !! Text him he also no reply !! So bad right ? Where got boyf like this one ? Now he also no text me .. SO SAD LUHH ! Bi says he'll accompany to go Janice's chalet as Elaine is asking Gary to go & Janice's boyf will be there too .. So of cause i need to ask my Bibi come along ! Luv die him luhhs , such a adorable boy :)

It's getting late , & I need to rush on my art . Goodnight ! <3

あなたホントニばかです , わたしわあいしてるあなた , シルバーじゅといしょうにいて !

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2010-04-07T16:19:00.000+08:00

7days since i last blogged , Wasn't in the mood this week . Monday cried for her , Tuesday get jealous of her , Today I try to drift away from the whole group but I failed . Since the day she came into us , everything change . Every love & friendship divert from me to her . After she came , I got left out . People featured her instead of me , Maybe imma worse then her . Anything happened , they went to her first , or even don't bother to inform me of anything . Maybe the chose no to tell me ? Imma not sure ... She totally replace me . I think leaving the group is better for me , I can focus on studies & I wont die without a friend . Maybe , I could be fine just alone by myself . Since Imma such worthless , then forget it . She's replaced means she have . Even you people say she didn't , but from my view , She did . She's still like a small girl , you people pamper her alot . I have dote her enough . I have to stop . Not just to her , but everyone of you . I've learned my lesson , and that is not to treat everyone as a treasure in hand when they don't treat you like one ... I've spoke my speech , don't come and confront me even if you read this , I don't wish to discuss about this anymore .

あなたホントニばかです , わたしわあいしてるあなた , シルバーじゅといしょうにいて !

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2010-03-31T16:53:00.001+08:00

新的一天，新的开始。今天在学校里很乖。整天都专心听课。今天physic lesson要检查文件夹。刚开始我想我应该不会有一个齐全的文件夹。但是，我既然会缺一不少的拥有全部notes! 这是我在学校5年一来第一次拥有这么齐全的文件夹。而且死我最讨厌的科目! 淑贤要在学校里赶功课，雪丽留下陪她。我先回家。

现在在地铁里，要去queenstown (MDIS) 找姐姐。有两个bangala站在我隔壁。非常smelly._.而且有一直抱在一起。恶心的要死。还好人不多，没有坐在他们隔壁。在我前面有一个帅哥。身上又有纹身。可是看的出他挺聪明的。omg!

现在心里不知为何闷闷的。非常不舒服。快死了。。。

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2010-03-30T12:59:00.001+08:00

Currently having chinese lesson ..
So long since i last update ... So i decided to post it now :D
Saw alot of nice blogskins yesterday so i decided to change mine ...
It took me quite a long time to get this skins complete !
The html code is super messed up !
I think i gonna change my skins every month !
Life has been boring nowadays ..
Last whole week i have been going to NUS to accompany my sister !
So many hunks over there ! See until i song song !
The Ayam Pengae also super nice ! 4 bucks only :o super worth .

最近我开始关心起了'他'。每当他在facebook上update，我都会很注意。只要他有些心情不好，我都会去安慰他。他最近和女人朋友分了手，非常伤心。

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2010-03-10T17:14:00.000+08:00

It have been a week since i last up date .

Lesbo keep pestering me to update ,

So i came back to do some short typing .

Everyday is same .

Jieh got a new work @ Ubi , which is near Tamp . Super far ..

Everyday went there to meet her after her work .

The journey is long and slow . Bus uncle drive super safely ...

Always fall asleep during the journey ...

Zomg , HTC is super no good can ?!

It spoild 2 of my ear piece , 1 of my headphone which all i just gotten ..

Heart pain can ?!

And now which ever earpiece i insert , it's spoil ...

shit , my leg is numb ... and i gonna go prepare to meet my sist .

Super tired ! Dont feel like going , But imma a good sister !

I'll go fetch her ! Bye readers !

Tagg me for more update . Wont update unless humans request to !

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2010-03-04T21:26:00.000+08:00

Second post for today . Just reach home not long . Skip Art today & went to CDP early as I have not done my art work . Last lesson on hair cut . Cut the hair of dummies . Looks super .. stupid ,_, Didn't take the pictures of it , If not i sure showcase it ! Hahas (laughoutloud)

Went to view one of my ex's gf's blog . Kinda miss him . Although our relation last short , But my feeling for him is true . Regretted for letting him go . Now he's hugging other girl in his arms . I don't know what I've done wrong . Maybe it's just my tribute for my other past relationships . I took them for granted like it was meant to be . I'mma really sorry for what I've done & I'mma gonna cherish my next relation . Just hope I won't hook up another idiot that plays with feeling . Anyway Imma really sorry & I have reflected on my act .

Currently in love with a hard-candy from Japan called Flower's kiss candy . It's taste of flower , Sweet & nice . Ron's mummy brought for Sis so I can't eat alot ... Hoping some kind chicks & hunks would buy me packets of it . I'mma also in love with milk , headphones , contact lens & of cause DAPPY ! He's super cute can ?! With the annoying jester-like hat ._. but overall is still CUTE !

(be continue)

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2010-03-04T05:24:00.001+08:00

Super long didn't update , Nothing has happen so I didn't bother to share ...
Life's boring . Weather is hot . School is worse . ( I mean the lessons)
CCA every Tuesday & Wednesday . Meaning that 5.30pm then i'mma home . Super tired ..
Using facebook & twitter & plurk in class everyday as I have Data usage .
But after I update plan to the date plan , My school go put wireless internet ._. waste my money ..
I wonder what I'll do if my class's A/C was taken away .. I think I'll be swearing at everyone ._.

Today is WILLIAM's birthday . HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! Meeting him on Friday to accompany him for movie .
Can't make it today (Fourth.March) as he has work . Wonder why must he always find me (Zzz) He have been "magnet" to me nowadays . Freak out + hair stand when he text me with a "laopo" in front .. He ask me to be his G.laopo but i didn't say ok ! (wtf) then he self-admit .. One scary arsehole . I only got ONE g.laogong okay ?! Anyhow only .. But never mind , when need him can easily hook him out ! (evil smile)

Dedications to beloved ! :

Anqi : Lesbo , You've grown up . Fourteen already , must know how to think le . Do things that's right . Don't because of small things then later get yourself in trouble . Don't be so rude to your family le . They care for you alot . Xueli always say don't care you but in the end she also still cares . Be a better girl alright ?

Deborah : IceCream , same to you . Grown up le , stop being so NOISY la ! Far far away can hear your voice one ... How many amplifier you eat each day ? Haha (insert smile)

Izadora : CottonCandy ! You're the peace one to me . No problem at all (insert smile) but don't forget if you need any listening ears , I'll be there for you . Next month is our 1 year Anniversary ! Time passed super fast right ?! Anyway , last long with PAT !

Joan : Darlingk , It have been so long since we go out , or even meet .. I miss you super much ! Now you've gone to other schools & we're drifting away , but my heart for you will never be fading with the distance . Anyway , meet up one day alright ? Movie , shopping , swimming or what so ever also can ! Just meet up & do some friends bonding okay ? (insert heart)

Leanne : Sist , Although we're staying so close but we rarely do meet ups . You better be a good girl & look after yourself ! Don't get into trouble in either school or outside . I'll get worried ! Anyway , meet up soon okay ? We go shop shop together ! (insert big smile)

Nichelle/Sumiko : Babe , Stop doing all those silly things that hurt yourself . When you hurt yourself , your friends are hurt too . Ignore what people says about you as they don't know you well enough . To me , you're still beautiful/pretty . Oh ! You said you'll come fetch me after school but I've been waiting for so long !! When is that day gonna come ? (step one furious)

Priscillia/Laolia : Sist , nothing to say about you le ... Just DONT PUFF SO MUCH & GET YOUR ARSE TO STUDY LA !

ShuTing : Jiehs ! Imma like super long didn't see you . When gonna meet me for movie again ? Super duper miss you can ?! Read your post just now , found out you've broke up w/ boyf . But no worries , You still have me & your friends ! Same thought , "Friends & boyf are equally important !" Lastly , I WANT A MEET UP ! (insert super loads of hearts)

Suzanne : Meih , No matter what your decisions are . I'll support you till the end ! If you think that you really loves him a load and can't leave without him , then just continue and wait for 4 more days to come
(your 1 year anniversary) You're being doted by so many of us so don't you try harming yourself . As I said , If really somethings as going on between them . I won't care if she's my gans . I'll get her & him to pay back everything to you !

XueLi : Spongybob ! Don't get flare up so easily la ! And you mouth ah , the first word come out sure is vulgar one . You're a girl lehhs , Don't so vulgar la ! Nothing much to say about you la , Just STUDY MORE & LESS BLACK SHOT LA !

Done my dedications to girls ,
Not posting will goes to my boys .
Come back soon for more updates alright ?
Anyway , I WANT TAG!

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2010-02-21T00:32:00.000+08:00

Went to meet Lollipop just now to catch Percy Jackson & The Lighting Thief @ GV . It's a SUPERB great show ! Rating of 9/10 . You humans should watch it too (insert smile) Slack awhile , went Cold Storage to help mummy buy KANTANG -.- Looks so stupid to walk around with a packet of potatoes .. Sent lollipop to interchange to get her home (insert smile) Home aftermath . While walking someone called me with some unfamiliar number . Pick up the call , heard a SUPER familiar voice , It's my precious BLUR ! It have been so long since he dial to me , asked me wanna drink tonight but I was too tired + imma broke so didn't go .. Style right ? CNY haven finish I broke le ... Didnt went around to collect red packets this yr , so my money didn't really increase + imma spending alot on blogshops ..

Chatting w/ AhTing, ʚ sis naw , she told me that one of my gans that day KAH my jiaowei with others .. totally flare up . Called Fiona to ask & yes she did ! CB , I hate people that talks behind my back . Want you come say me in my face . I believe all of you will feel angry , sad or whatever when someone backstab you , especially your gans . I don't think i treat her very bad neither do i think I even said something bad about her . Then naw both side says different thing . Decided to sua this problem , but if anyone come backstab me ones more , I'll make sure they very jialat ! Naw my dumb is back , I can do whatever I want !

Enough of being angry , Cannot angry too long , Later got winkles ... Meeting up with AhTing sis tmr (big smile) So long didn't sees her ! Misses her DAMN much ! Hahas ! Anyways humans of 235 , I no longer like ahemm le .. So don't put me & him together le or else I will be real ANGRY (smile) It's 12.17 naw , getting tired , gonna sleep (yawn) Bye all Lovelies ! <3

me loves : BABY , 235 , brothers , cottoncandy , cuppycake , daughters , daddy , darlink , dumb , eclipse , icecream , lollipop , mummy , precious gem , sisters , spongebob , sons , Superman & tiramisu ! ♥

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2010-02-16T23:44:00.001+08:00

ATTENTION TO ALL MY GANS !

I'mma here to say I gonna fang diao some of you ,
Maybe , I'll ask you all to be my gans again ...
Those that i told that i've let you go ,
Imma sorry , you left me no choice ...
i still love you guys !
Few things happen , I felt that I have did my best to treat my gans at the best ,
But most take me for granted . Most treat others better then me , Makes me feel leftout ,
Imma like out of the box , catching no balls ..
Nevermind , If you all dont treat me as a gans , then forget it ...
Sorry all , I'll keep those that treats me as a real gans , a real family !

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2010-02-14T22:07:00.000+08:00

Currently over @ my mom's brother's house @ Msia !
Gonna stay over at Msia till 18th ...
Which means ALL OF YOU MUST MISS ME HOR !
SILVER HERE WISHING EVERY LOVELIES A HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR & HAPPY VALENTINE DAYS !
I'mma missing someone , NOT THAT ONE !
JERALD YAN WEI LUN !
HAHAS ! SO SIANS ! GONNA EDIT MORE PICTURES ! (insert smile)
BYE ALL !!!!!

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2010-02-11T00:09:00.000+08:00

Just finish doing my Chinese homework , So freaking huge/thick pile of it !
That's what I get for not doing homework on time ... Cant blame anyone but myself ...
Schools was boring today , Wasn't in the mood ... Heard something from spongebob ,
But in the end it was a false alarm ! _|_
Didn't went 235 today as I was sleeping + Doing homework + No meaning of going ...
Then Spongebob to go down as they are there .. It's was around 9++ so I didn't go .
But of cause Imma going tomorrow ! <3
Currently "hacking" into people's space to disturb them ,
Just got to disturb around 3 people , So stupid !
& People , My pictures has been posted up on my other blog but I wont be giving to everyone the URL .
Most of you have seen the pictures so you no need the web laaaa ,
If you wanna see can also go to my FACEBOOK to view it :)
So bored now , MY mom's friend come to stayover at my house .
She'll be staying for a SUPER LONG period !
Gonna share my room with her ... (pathetic)
She's busying unpacking her stuffs now ... ( so much to unpack !)
Nevermind , I'mma tired . Gonna rest now as tomorrow is a long day !
Bye all !!

me loves : HIM , 235 , baby , brothers , cottoncandy , cuppycake , daughters , daddy , darlink , eclipse , icecream , lollipop , mummy , precious gem , sisters , spongebob , sons , Superman & tiramisu ! ♥

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2010-02-08T22:29:00.000+08:00

So bored ,
Went school as normal . Didn't attend PE today .
Kinda quarrel with Spongebob , & I scolded SUPERMAN ..
Sorry both . I'mma really moody ...
Didn't go for recess cause not hungry + diet ..
Superman was worried that imma angry & he over did his sports today ,
Causing him to hurt his arm . I felt so bad luhs :(
Aft school went home w/ JianLiang ,
Bath & such , went to meet Spongebob & Daughter @ SSC .
Gossip abit of this & that .
The whole day I've been smiling to myself for idk what reason ...
I think i'mma missing him bahh ... Or i should say I think i fell for him ...
Wonder who's the him ? SLOWLY GUESS LA !
Not someone to be guess easily ....
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHS !
Anyway , I have to stop typing ...
I've SOOoOoOoOo many pictures to edit !!!
BYEBYE !
meLOVESZXCyou ! <3

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2010-02-07T22:18:00.000+08:00

One thing to say , Imma drunk now ~
Oh btw , About my pictures ,
Wont be up so quickly ,
Doing url edit now .
& I'll need to create new blog for the picture , If not it'll be soooo lag !
Last thing to say ,
BYEBYE <3

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2010-01-31T05:18:00.000+08:00

It's 4.46am now and I'mma like SUPER tired can ?!
Can't go to sleep as I'mma meeting w/ Wailing to go to JB tmr :)
Went to meet ANDY and his friend RAYMOND just now @ my void deck .
Just freaking reached home . Die-ing soon ._.
RAYMOND is so funny can ?! Keep making me laugh like mad !!
God bless tha ANDY's friend wanna meet him so he go off :)
If not I wont be home blogging now ...

I'mma so bored now !!
Everyone is either sleeping or busy ..
No one to text or msn ..
Plurking now . My karma drop super fast ._.
Trying to get some nice movie to watch online ..
But most i watch le ..
Anyone got any recommendation ?
I want some SUPER NICE SHOW !

Nowadays I'mma super obsessed w/ single eyelid guys !
They look super super cute can ?!
Wanna get a bf tha's a single eyelid :)
Hunting Hunting and Hunting :)

Did my art exam drawings just now :)
Super chio ! (self praise)
Did 2 rose , But haven draw finish .
Have 3 more drawing board size to complete .
And 1 drawing board must contain of at least THREE 3 flora ._.
Need to paint somemore ..
DIE ._.
My drawing is always like middle rate mark ,
And i wanna get A1 for it ._.
Fat hope ... But i know i can do it ! (confident)

Alright , I'mma really tired now ...
My eyes are closing by its own .
Have to catch some sleep ,
Hope i dont over sleep ...
And the picture i promised over @ my previous post ,
It will be up by tonight , when i reached home :)
Cause haven go out so no pictures to share ..
I'mma going off now .
Bye lovelies !

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2010-01-30T14:28:00.001+08:00

Changed of htmls again , Thinking so hard which to choose . Change a bit of this and that .
trying so hard to get my cbox done and now it looks exactly like the one i want ! (cheers)
Wont be changing within this period as It looks super nice ! Totally love it !
Lovelies & sweeties please please please tag me on my cbox . I took away my shoutmix & put this cbox here ,
Ending up there's only HOSHIcookiemonster♥ & AHTINGsist♥ ('s) tagging me :s (thanks ! melovesyou !)

XUELIspongebob♥ came my house yesterday to help me kio my room .
It's a super messed up place in my house ...
But end up I ownself clear my things .
She sleeps , then watch Transformer2 ._.
Only before she go she helped :)
But anyway , THANKS LOAD ! ME LOVE YOUS ! ♥
7plus she went home . 8plus went to meet mummy . Bused to SSC .
Went M1 but it was closed . Disappointment :( as I was going there to get my new phone .
In the end have to wait for next time .
Went ChongPang instead .
Went for dinner . Every food , I mean EVERY food taste sucky .
Even the Ice Kachang . Not sweet one ._.
Aft dinner went to visit my aunt . Chit chat awhile & Walked home :)
Online for a little while , then off I go . Went to my lalaland :)

Baby is sick . Going to his house to look after him later , maybe ...
Super bored at home ._.
Just finish my breakfast/lunch . It's damn healthy luhhs !
Chicken corn soup + Sandwich of (wholemeal bread+60% low fat cheese+Shaved honey bake ham)
SUPER Healthy right ? HAHAS
Jie's bf came our house . Don't feel like going out .. Stay inside room and rot ._.

Anyway , People who hasn't add me in my new msn please add me !
IMYOUR.SILVER-@hotmail.com :)
It's a MUST to add alright ?

Currently chatting w/ IZADORAcottoncandy♥ & JEREMYdidi♥
Nothing to do . Keep replaying my blog's music .
Super nice :) But a load of songs was corrupted :(
So only manage to upload a few ...
It's been so long since I've update my blog with pictures .
Promise I will upload my picture @ my next post :) (*Cross my heart and I make a vow*)

Jeff promised to help my ink my body ,
but I'll have to wait until I turn EIGHTEEN 18 & get my 'O' level cert !
It's like SO FREAKING LONG !
Hope the law will change back to min. age of 18 to get a car license .(Crossed finger)
Everything has to turn 18 ._.
Why am I not born a year older ?
Pathetic little me :(

I'mma bored and I've typed enough .
Shall stop and watch some movies !
Bye all !

me loves : baby , brothers , cottoncandy , cuppycake , daughters , daddy , darlink , eclipse , icecream , lollipop , mummy , precious , sisters , spongebob , sons & tiramisu ! ♥

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2010-01-27T20:16:00.000+08:00

Hello fellow friends !
Didn't post for quite a few day,
Decided to leave some craps for you people to enjoy :)
Open back my blog to the audiences for a week & It'll be back closed again on 3rd Feb 2010 .
If you wanna stay tuned , Please kindly :

Tag me with your mail ,
Msn me your mail ,
Email me your mail ,
Facebook Comment me your mail
Text me your mail ,
Or DON'T give me your mail :)

Chatting w/ You Xiang now :)
He very bad ! Big bully !! Keep disturbing me one !
Now he's on his way to Yishun . There's a songka here .

Don't wanna type anymore .
I rather type on my phone .
Anyway people text me when free alright ?
Hasn't got much people to accompany me in text-ing :(
Pathetic right ? I'mma always @ 92385764 :)
Text me . Especially during school time :)
Okay . Times out . Good-da-bye :)

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2010-01-25T02:18:00.001+08:00

Long post.

I'mma now both loving & hating you .

Love you as you used to treats me so good . Hate you as you made me love you .

Feel like killing you , but can't bear to . Feel like finding you , but am fear to .

I don't know you can see this or not , but I'll still post it here .

This is the only way that I can express myself .

I don't know what I've done to turn things like this .

You've left one for just 1 day & I felt like years .

Remembering everything you've told me .

Remember the first time you called me & call me "bi"

Remember how retard I looked to 3g w/you when only my cam is on .

Remember when the first time I on my webcam for you as you pester me to .

Remember ever tiny-bits of things that only happen between the two of us .

I cherish this relation alot . Giving my whole to only you .

Always giving excuse to others when they're right about you .

Telling myself that you've something that you can't tell but have to do .

Telling myself that everything i see is not you .

I know that guy i saw at Orchard is you .

Even if it's not , I'll treat it as .

You w/ another girl , looking at me when i looked at you .

The guy w/ the same hair style , same eyes sight , same feeling looking back into my eyes .

And when i asked where were you , you replied :

"Tampines. Talk to you later. I now going find my mum together with my father"

Do you think i can believe it ? It's hard to . And straight after that day ,

You block/delete me from your msn , Giving me cold shoulder .

& When I asked for breakup , You don't seems to care like you used to .

& when i got into my other accounts to check on things ,

You're online . Stating that you're in love w/ another girl name S****L .

In that state of time , I really feels like killing myself .

But luckily I didn't . Jerald & group talked me through .

They even set up a party/event for me @ Leong's place .

Imagine having a party @ a huge Terrance house of 2-in-1 ,

Running wild like some mad people & eventually getting called out by the police for noise pollution ?

But in the end , I choice not to go .

& the party , get canceled .

From a party , it turns to a "brother drinking sessions , free from girls(as i'mma the only one ._.) "

Webcamming w/ them now & their all turning into sober .

Looks so fucking stupid & funny to see them crapping the hell out of themself !

I know they're just acting up to be drunk as they can drink so fucking load w/out getting drunk .

& today , just this small lil amount is not gonna work on them .

I know that they're doing this for me as I always wished to see them look drunk .

I also know that they're doing this just to get me to smile .

But I'mma sorry bout it , I just can't get my cheeks lift up .

Absolutely no (: as only |: appears on my face .

Watch the show "My Ex" yesterday .

It's nice . It shows what a girl thinks :)

Guys or male species should really watch it .

This is what you'll get for being a hongster .

Maybe one day I'll become like any of them & come haunting you down !

Catching 3 shows . Legion , Tooth fairies & Hachiko !

If anyone of you wanna catch it , & don't mind watching with me ,

Called me :)

Thanks ! & Bye !

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2010-01-23T12:57:00.019+08:00

Worse day of my life . Early in the morning we've break up . I don't want to but I've no choice . I don't want a boyfriend that only comes to me when he wants & disappear when he likes . I don't want to keep myself to him when his heart & mind is only filled with his ex (i think so) . I totally can't feel anything from him to me . I am sick & tired of this . I try to close one eyes whenever I know something , see something . But it's becoming more & more obvious . I hate people taking me for granted . Texted him , & he just reply one short sentence . "up to you ba" . Immediately my tears fell . It's the fourth time i cried for him . & I don't want to do it anymore . Don't say i don't love him anymore . I still do . But maybe being friends is better for us . I know that he don't love me at all . but still , I want him to be happy , want him to be good . Want him to find someone that he'll really love ! For one last time I'll say this .
Eugene Teo , meLOVESZXCyou !
Eugene Teo , meLOVESZXCyou ! Eugene Teo , meLOVESZXCyou !
Eugene Teo , meLOVESZXCyou ! Eugene Teo , meLOVESZXCyou !
Eugene Teo , meLOVESZXCyou ! Eugene Teo , meLOVESZXCyou !
Eugene Teo , meLOVESZXCyou ! Eugene Teo , meLOVESZXCyou !
Eugene Teo , meLOVESZXCyou ! Eugene Teo , meLOVESZXCyou !
Eugene Teo , meLOVESZXCyou ! Eugene Teo , meLOVESZXCyou !

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2010-01-21T00:29:00.000+08:00

Mood fucking confused now ! When i think of things that I know he lied about , My mood went fucking down . But when i think of today's nonsense , My mood went up . So my mood is running fucking wild !

Current over at my Sist ! online radio station over @ Rose-Station ! Humans Come & Support okay ? She's still new at this so it may sound funny (nervous) :) You people may still dedicate songs to people by asking them in & listen :) Simply just scroll right to the end , They will ask to in install song idk thing (most of you have to) , installed , restart your internet browser , Go back to the web & there you go ! Simple & easy (insert smile) !

Nowadays my mood swings easily . Scolding people that never even provoke me , being such a ridiculous jerk . I don't know why i turn to this . If i somehow scold you people , please be forgiving . I don't know what I'mma doing ...

Bi treats me weird this few days . Happy then he sweet sweet . Not happy he ignore me . Don't know what to say le . (shag) But no matter what , ME LOVE EUGENE ever since 15Jan2o1o ; 12.15am !

I simply hate idiots to come irritate me . I get provoked easily . I said I wont go drink with him anymore he still dare come pester me to go & even put words into my mouth saying i promised him le ._. Please la , Want drink with me still need make appointment la ! Though i so free to play with you ? Childish kid ._.

Don't know what to type . Bi's still sleeping . I'mma left alone . Don't know is it that i seat on the floor for too long , my arse seems flat ._. feeling numb ..

Kept the rest to myself , time is limited . Having a long day tomorrow . Have to rest (insert smile) . Good bye Loves !

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2010-01-18T22:23:00.001+08:00

I hate people lying to me . If one dislike me , Can just come to me and say "I don't like you" or "I hate you" . Don't waste my time on building my feelings for you . I don't mind letting you go out of my world , but at least be honest with me . Don't come and gimme craps like "It' spoiled/got problem" or any excuses . Things you don't wanna gimme , Can simply don't give . I won't go pestering you for it . But you don't have to lie about it . You can just say " I don't wanna give you , You're too irritating(or whatever)" . Do you know letting me find out by myself hurts more then the words you can say to me . Imagine your friend , they did something but they tell you they didn't , leaving out of the box , and one of then suddenly slip a words or something about it , And you're like "wtf ._. how come i don't know one ? Maybe they dislike me in the group) or such feelings . I rather my love ones to be honest w/me then to act as they love me too while they're backstabbing me , doing things that i get to know from the mouth of others . I treat everyone with my heart , at least w/ respect . Irregardless is my family , boyf , gans , friends , And even people i don't really know . Do i fucking look like someone that can be fool easily ? Or someone easy to scam ? People always take advantage of me while i treat them good . Humans can't be trusted . I rather talk to a dog then to humans . At least they will stay by my side , comforting me with their eyes . I think i shall fucking stop treating humans so good . Maybe i should just break up every relationship with the humans , irregardless of gans , friends , or even him (while , maybe not la :P) . Maybe i should me left alone . All by myself . Noone cares also what , Why should i bother myself ? Forget it , I'mma sick and tired of everything .

Changing of number soon !
Private-ting my blog soon ,
(Msn or tag me your email & I'll consider to invite you !)

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2010-01-18T04:30:00.000+08:00

It's 1.55 in the morning now & i'mma blogging here , irregardless of classes tomorrow ... But no choice , can't sleep means can't sleep . Bibi is sleeping & i'mma missing him so much ! I love him tooo much le ! (baby see this !) Went to "settle" some "taiji" . Nuer got timed , So we went down . Make new friends too :) After everything , went home . Text-ing with bibi all the way :) Nuer told me that fucker from Mac. ITE , So i ask bibi know him anot & guess what ? He knew him . Same course , same class . Even take picture together before ... Oh my tian ! Disgusted ! so ugly also can timed people . no dressing sense at all ._. Some more older then me ._. I wonder why guys like to step one hero infront of girls ? I hate people who plays with feeling . *So bibi if you dares to play mine I'll make sure your balls will go dangling on the tree! But i have hope in you :) * Today's internet go haywire . Keep getting sign off while my internet signs show "excellent" ._. Fk . My internet runs wild again ! ( _|_ ) ! 2.15 now & i've only type till this far . My typing speeds slows down a lot . Freaked out ! Gonna trained up ! Anyway , I wanna stop typing & go disturb me sister :) Last words ,
me loves : EugeneTeo , Mummy, Daddy, Brothers, Sisters, Sons, Daughter, Spongebob, CottonCandy, IceCream, Lollipop, Cuppycake & manymore ! <3

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2010-01-15T23:28:00.000+08:00

Short post today , Same as before , Mood = BAD . Don't know why , I cried again today . While i was walking on my way home . Think back of all things that happen around me . Nothing to say , It's no more like before . No more doing whatever i want , You're not there for me anymore . Times has change , I'mma not the same .
One last thing ,
I love Eugeneeeee ♥

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2010-01-14T22:52:00.000+08:00

No mood today . Or i should say , NOW . Went orchard today to get my new year clothing . Brought 1 skirt , 1 skinny & 1 shirt . Actually wanna buy a dress , But all don't suits me . Makes me even more fat !! Train home around 9.40pm . blahblahblah . No mood for typing . Feel like crying instead . Nothing to say , I'mma speechless . Goodbye . Iloveyou .

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2010-01-13T23:27:00.000+08:00

I don't know what's happening to me but my tears are rolling down my cheek .

Emotional state : Confused .
Feel like doing now : Commit Suicide .
Hopes to happen : End of the World at 2012 .

I'mma feeling so not good in my health & my mood .

But still , I'mma pulling myself thru for others to see myself happy .

But deep down , I'm NOT .

Having such heavy feeling deep down in my heart wasn't good .

Teachers and Councilor always asked "Why you never tell me?"

Can they understand that even if we've said , their solutions are mostly the same .

*This is a obstacle in life, & you ,yourself have to solve it*

Might as well don't tell ._.

I don't know how the hell I can release myself from it .

As in , I don't even know what's this feeling about .

How can I break thru myself ?

(Cut short)

Went to school in the morning as usual .

Was very happy at first , until the programme starts .

It's our level camp in school .

Have workshops to listen @ the MPH . & If you don't know what it means , It means Multi-Purpose-Hall !

& our MPH is at the underground of the Street Soccer field , & It's totally cut off from reception !

That means I can't text or call or use internet at all !!

Nevermind , So I keep running in & out to use my phone ...

Finally it's break time !

It's like around 11++am & everyone was like hungry ghost ,

Went to queue for Malay store as it's the only food(rice kind) available .

When reach , the say no more (WTF ! Only store got not more food ._.) .

Went to purchase sandwiches instead .

Walk to the front as I don't wanna queue anymore ,

Left one chicken sandwich(mine) & one egg sandwich(Suzanne) so i ordered both & you know what the vendor aunty told me ?

*Go there buy (pointing to the malay food store) , Not enough . Aunty no time make*

I was like going "WTF !" & while i wanna order something else ,

That aunty just sell to the fucking malay student behind me .

It's like so damn bias luhhs ! Fuckng racist ! Chinese no need eat arhhs ? Chinese not human ?!

My emotion totally went down ...

I'mma so damn fucking hungry & they tell me no time make & pass the sandwich i ordered to the stupid malay behind me ?

Went to the tables there , Xueli & Suzanne was eating , & I'mma like scolding the hell out of the malays cause they're sitting at the next table (Purposely scold let them hear) but they step one *I can't hear you*

Texted Eugene & complaint . He still can laugh at me ! (@#$%!@#$%^%$)

Aftermath Xueli texted Anqi ask her buy chicken rice gimme eat :) (THANKS SPONGEBOB & NUER !)

Really appreciate then for doing this ! & Nuer have to come all the way from her house .

(Blahblahblah)

Second break at 1.30pm .

Went out to eat my chicken rice <3

Went back @ 2.10pm .

Change of speech speaker, A very irritating one . Thought himself very humor .

Oh My Tian ! Face the wall la ! Cracking some joke to make people laugh .

Act of a clown . Ownself be clown nevermind . Come here ask us be clown also.

And the joke he crack are indeed funny . But all the joke he crack is from any student he gets to take contact with ,

& he almost make one of my classmate cry . I'mma like going so crazy that I almost go & whack the hell out of him !

But of cause , I didn't . Another break time came . I walk pass Mr Lin& said

Me : Cher , I go le .
Him : Go where ?
Me : Home .
Him : Why ? You can't leave until the programme finish .
Me : I ask my sister come fetch me la .
Him : Then you put your bag here . Your sister come le then say .
Me : Oh . Come then say luhhs .(Walked off)

(Style right ? NO ! Don't learn from me . Bad example !!)

Called Sist , She's outside with friend . Complaint to her & Hang phone .

Spongebob they all go back in , I went to the gate .

Dial to mummy , Complaint more ! Walk to bus-stop , Bus came , Board & Home .

Texting with EUGENE DIDI whole day .

He's on the way home when I reach home .

Arguing with him cause I'mma older then him & he don't want call me jiejie !

Okay . I'm just older then him for one.. two.. three.. hmmm ... NINE DAYS !

My birthday falls on Every 08Nov , & His on 17Nov .

But that's still smaller right ?!

Bath & Such ... Using internet while waiting for him to come back , Then I Fall Asleep :) (Thump up)

When i woke up , Notice no one chat with me , I was like (wtf ! No one talk to me ?!)

Then i open my msn & Notice I put my msn statue as Appear Offline .

Place it back to Online & See who's online . Chat with some lovelies .

Only one dumbo no reply . Know who ? Of cause is the EUGENEEEEE !!!

So bad of him to do it . & He still owes me my daily tag ! So is Jansen !

Both baddie !! :( (tears flow)

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Stops here , Dont wanna type anymore . & Oh , I gonna private my blog soon .

Don't wanna show the world my life anymore .

Wanna be updated at my blog tag me your blogger email & ask me to invite!!

ILOVEYOU (insert heart)

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2010-01-12T23:38:00.000+08:00

This is my second post for my blog today , third for all updates I've type .

(As the PIG Eugene ask me to post his)

& now , While I'mma chatting with him , I asked for daily tag , He ask for daily updates ..

(insert heart)

Currently it's 11.29pm .

I've yet go to sleep & there's camp tomorrow .(luckily we don't have to stay over.)

There's some Adam Koo (or something) talks which they say we'll cry ..

So waiting for the day!!

(insert smile)

Do you think my blog's muzik is irritating ? It's a bit of heavy metal kind ..

Sing by Breathe Caroline .

They're awesome ! Love die them ! (Thumps up)

Their song is so nice . Go search for their lyrics & you'll know what i mean :)

Shall stop ! Some idiots are asking me to chat with them (evil smile)

Bye Lovelies ! (insert heart)

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2010-01-12T15:22:00.000+08:00

Currently @ school's cabin room . Waiting for meeting to starts .

Late for school today as having stomach ache . (Insert sad face)

Lesson was boring . Nagged by Ms Foong as didn't do my holiday homework .

Text-ing all the way thru lessons with Eugene .

Stupid he ! Keep meow meow me ! ANGRY !!

Message him very waste money one .. Reply so damn short !

Hahas ! (Eugene , you must be happy to see your name here right ?!!)

Revised on chinese oral in class , looks so stupid luhhs !

Got the first to be called as Ms Low want others to know the pronouce of the words .

Halfway thru Ms low saw my tongue stud & she was like shock ._.

I was like (WTF ._. I pierce for 6months le now then you know ._.)

(Cut Short)

HELLO! SUZANNE HERE!
TELL YOU ALL ONE SECRET WANT?(:
The secret is.....
I DAMN FUCKING HUNGRY!!!!!!!!!!!

So boring now , Meeting haven start . Gonna rot soon !!
& maybe due to the hungriness , Suzanne is doing stupid act around the room ._.
Dont wanna update anymore , Type when i got home (:
ILOVEYOU (insert heart)

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2010-01-11T18:35:00.000+08:00

Was chatting & camming with ©' BelBel the other day,
She's a very good girl , Always there for me no matter what . Knew her @ St.James .
She's from some idk country .. She's pretty , always listening to my words .
Not like others , she don't argue with me . Always calls me & never left me behind .
Whenever there's meet up or party , She'll be the first one to called .
Even though I only know her for a few weeks , She treats me real well .
But I dislike going out with her ... The only S'porean in the group !
So if you people see a bunch of foreigners & one S'porean . That MUST be me (:

Didn't went to school today as I was sick . Went to doctor w/ sis , Got some Medication & went to eat .
Didn't finish the century porridge as it taste sucky . Went home , Msn(ed) with Eugene awhile .
Went to spam plurk , & Ahting sist came chat too (: Listening to a song over & over again .
A very touching song .Sis just went out with bf , & now I'mma alone at home .
Maybe going 2tou find Spongebob & group . Maybe stay at home & sleep .

I'mma so bored now . Playing with Flying Dog @ Facebook .
Only got 1187M . Need to catch more frog to make me go further .
The sun is so hot & stunning .I hate hot weather . Hope it's raining .
Wont go & find them in this weather . I'mma sick anyway .
Can't go out . Don't wanna spread germs around . It's bad to do it ..

Baby is having a self-entertain session, By playing by himself. & If you don't know who's Baby ,
This lil cutey is!

Cute right ? Hugging his Barney while he sleeps . He's a friendly dog . He can befriend with any living things .
He loves smelling shoes & people's arse . When you sees him @ my house ,
You'll need to carry him if not he'll jump on you & leave scratched mark on you beautiful leg .
He hunts for xiaoqiang , Lizards & ants . He consume all kinda food you gave him .
But We don't allow him to eat human food , only plain rice . OMG ! I love die him ! Don't wanna type anymore .
Shall play with him instead ! <3
Byee all ! LOVE DIE YOU !! <3

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2010-01-05T23:01:00.000+08:00

Just finish changing of my html . The last time i changed it was almost 6(or more) months ago ! To make this look good , I took over 5 hours to complete it ! & I think it's not good enough . Lovelies sent me your pictures please ! So i could put it up in links like Elaine & Izadora ('s) picture ! Haven really complete editing as I haven put Spongebob , Jie , Anything , Alvin(xCorrupt) & Nichelle 's picture on it . Baby's picture is up too :)

Second day of schools today . Everyone had fun ? I didn't go to school today :p Was sleeping soundly at home while others were studying (I think so , But at least they're stuck in there ._.) Woke up around 1pm as receive a call from VinVin :) Came to my house to grab his cigarette (as he left it with me) . Passed to him & off he went . Awhile later he called me again , telling me he's right outside my house . Went to get the door & chat awhile . He's friend so cute :) Got people walk pass only they scare . Laughs ! Chat for a few minutes then off they go . Planned to meet Spongebob as we're going 1tou . In the end didn't go . Stayed at home as Mummy didn't gave me money today + My phone went haywire . Memory card gets corrupted if imma ont wrong . I delete everything in my memory & it still states "Memory low" . Phone was off the whole day until just . Tex-ting with VinVin now , Asking me for more cigarette box ( Idiot ! Just gave him one today & now he's asking for more ?! @#$$%^#$%@#$% ) . Never mind ! Imma a good sister :D Find one for him later .

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Jie is going off to Genting tomorrow . & everything of hers gonna turn MINE FOR THE NEXT FEW DAYS ! *HURRAY*

Shall stop typing any longer . I think this is the longest post I've even had (if imma not wrong ._. ) without many "enters" . Going school tomorrow but I've not get any of the books ._. Wonder how am i going to survive in the class ._. Think I'll buy by tomorrow ... Gonna edit the pictures & post on blog later on . Ciaos !

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2010-01-03T03:26:00.000+08:00

Song listening : Meet me halfway
Mood : Exhausted

Today's Outing wasn't fun .
Only brought a skirt & towel .
Went POPO house -> Orchard -> Loyang .
Nothing to say about popo's house . Old people chatting together .
Me , Jie & Ron watch CARTOONETWORK then MTV .
45mins later off we go . Travel to Orchard .
Took us hours to find parking lots .
Went ISETAN first . & my mood went all the way downnnn ...
Was happily looking for my clothes at MNG ,
Then mom come nag me say today not shop my thing .
Is bring relatives come shop ...
Non of them are looking for any stuffs there then come nagg me .
(WTF is this ! Shouldn't have gone with them .. Go Safra find DAVINVIN also better luhhs ! At least can do something imma happy to ! )
Moved to FEP aftermath .
Halfway thru jie ask me bring my cousins go Cine .
I was like "WTF ! So far luhhhhhs !"
Then rather then to look at my mom ,
I brought them there .
Brought stud for myself & Cousin's girlf .
Went to arcade for para .
Halfway jie called me & said they're all waiting for us ..
Ask us to go back immediately ...
It's SO FAR & She asked me to go fast ._.
Even wasted my one Credits !
Asked the player after me to play for me & off we go ..
It's the first time imma so rush over at town !
First i cant shop for me things , & second i have to rush here & there ...
I was like sweating like a watertap ._.
Reached , went to take the cars & went to Loyang .
Due to tiredness , I fell asleep in the car .
& when i woke up , I was like "where are we ?"
Planned to go Loyang "Tua Pek Gong" there .
But dunno why ended up at some weird place ..
Jie say eat first .
Went to the coffeeshop & settle down .
Ordered everything & eat ..
Went home aftermath .
Changed & Wash up ,
Played psp until no batt ._.
Playing online games with Jer :)
He's my new friend :)
Played Checker & UNO
He keep winning in Checker .
UNO I won so many time but He's score is higher !
( NOT FAIR LA !)
Fun playing with him ~~~
Alright , Nothing to crap le :P
Stay tune for tomorrow's update !
Byeeeeee <3

Next On schedule :

New Hair Cut !

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2010-01-02T05:24:00.000+08:00

Song Listening : Meet Me Halfway
Mood : Blankmind

It's 5.32 in the morning now .
Promised to have a daily update & I forgot to do it for yesterday .
So now here I am , Updating for yesterday (:
Currently listening to 987FM online .
Yesterday was 987FM 's 21st Birthday !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY !! <3
I <3 987FM !
Malaysia's relatives came over to visit us this week .
NINE OF THEM !! SO MANY !!!
My small house can squeeze so many people ~ Style right ..
My room let them sleep , then i sleep at living room ..
Can't sleep anyway ... My flat is soooo warm ._.
Sweating even though I'm wearing sleeveless ...
Grandma & my Aunt woke up ... (so early ._.)
Now it's my turn to sleep in the room ! (YEAH !)
Upload some peekchas before i go :)
Time to Camwhore ! <3
(All pictures are NON EDITED !)

OMG ! See my double-chin ! So obvious !!

I like this pic :)

Where am i looking to ?

SNAPSHOT :)

Inside train i also can camwhore alone (:

OH YA ! Should i cut my hair to this length ?
I NEED COMMENTS !
TAG ME WITH A YES/NO ANSWER !

I loveszxc my eyes ! <3

I don't remember where i took this picture ...
What's the red red thing ??
Alright , Nothing to share !
Tune in again tomorrow !
Bye ! <3

Next on schedule !

OUT TO TOWN !

It have been so long since
I went town for SHOPPING !

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2009-12-31T19:24:00.000+08:00

Here to clear my dust again !
From today onwards , I'll try to post everyday @ this account .
Even there's nothing to type ._.
Today is the last day of the year , 31st DECEMBER .
The Worst EOY ever ! The loneliest EOY ever !
Mummy went to grandma's house ,
Jie went out with Ron ,
235 went SAFRA ,
Outing with Elaine & Janice is cancelled ,
Left me alone at home ...
Sometimes i felt so left out .
Maybe that's my fate or something bahhs ..
Not fit to have friends ..
Feel like going to drink .
Don't wanna stay at home .
I hate festivals & Count-downs !
Noone asks me out .
Oh ! Not noone , There's someone .
Nicholas Tan ! Asked me go AMK find him ..
But I rejected ! See him i rather go die .
Watching Korea MBC End Of Year Concert now
Soooooo Nice ! Don't wanna crap le .
Wanna focus :) Byeeeee

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2009-12-14T09:01:00.000+08:00

Song Listening: Hotel Room Service by Pitbull
Mood : Light as feather

Hellos lovelies !
It have been weeks since i last update my blog .
Here to clear some dusts & webs that have been stock up .
Days for me have been the same .
It's only my time wasn't the same as the normal people ..
My time starts at 8pm everyday .
Bath & such @ 8.10pm-8.40pm , Dinner & teevee @ 8.50pm-10pm ,
Online to chat & view @ 10pm-2am , Movie marathon @ 2am-9am .
That's my schedule for that pass few days , or i should say weeks ..
I watched , , ,
, , , <2012> , ,
, , , <> & many many more !
I even watches Music Concert ! Music Bank of K-pop & Micheal Jackson's concert too !
Those are awesome ! Gonna watch more later on :)
Today i did something different .
I woke up around 5am . Played Habbo & IMVU for awhile .
Mummy's up , She was late for work . She went bathing .
Then I was told to do cooking for today .
Cooked "YONG TAOFU" soup & stir-fry some chickens & veggie .
Went to get the groceries while waiting for the soup to be done .
Spent all my savings over the 1day groceries ._.
Didn't notice what I've brought ...
Just take take take & take ..
I'm broke again ._.
Wonder how i gonna spend my xmas this year without money ._.
Shall not talk anymore .
I need to go do some cleaning up the house .
My house is been a mess !
Ciao Lovelies ! <3

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2009-11-27T02:10:00.000+08:00

Just finish posting on my OnSugar ,
If you want see more of my updates ,
Simply go to http://ily-silver.onsugar.com :D
Not using Blogger anymore .
Just leaving it over here to rot , or maybe i'll come & dusted some time :D
Tags are still Welcomes :D
<3 All lovies :D

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2009-11-09T00:22:00.000+08:00

Song Listening : Good Girls Gone Bad by Cobra Starship
Mood : Confused !

Hellos Sweeties !
I'm finally back in this blog ,
Currently using OnSugar instead of Blogger .
But since today is a special day ,
I've choose to blog here too !
What special day is today ?
It's my 16th BIRTHDAY !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME MYSELF & I !
Laughs ! (i sound childish._.)
Mummy , Jie & my father brought my a mixed fruit cake
& sang birthday song for me when the clock strike 12am .
Receives ton of birthday wishes .
Thanks Everyone for your wishes ! <3
Meet up with Nuer & Lollipop and went Bugis together .
Find Suzanne to get my cake & present .
A Huge Lollipop ! Shall upload the pictures soon !
Back to Yishun aftermath .
Find the others @ 236 .
Slack & crap .
Went courtyard aftermath .
Slack till 11.15 ,
Walk home alone .
Had a really fun day out there .
Thanks again guys !
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Everything has been going weird ,
My feeling for him has come back .
It's no longer like before ,
The feeling has grew stronger .
After all those contacts & rumors ,
I found out that the feelings are true .
Wondered should i take the first steps or should i just wait .
Memories flew back to my mind .
All those day I've stayed @ his house ,
All those day I've waited for him to come back from **** .
All the sweet memories came running thru me .
But I'm scared the if i took the first step ,
He'll reject me .
I don't want it to happen ,
I don't want to make it that we can't even be friends .
Maybe now should be enough .
I got to stay strong .
That's how i am born to be .
Strong-headed lady .
Alright , Shall not crap about this ,
Have to update on my OnSugar too .
Byeeee readers ! Photos uploading soon !

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2009-10-11T02:43:00.000+08:00

Song listening : 画心
Mood : Exhausted

It's been so long since i last update . Busy with studies nowadays . Did my maths paper on Friday . Went i saw the paper 1 , i was like "Wah ! So easy ?!" But when i saw the Second paper , I was like "OMG ! CMI liao la !". CMH(ChuaMeiHui) give CMI(CannotMakeIt) paper ._. The second paper was super hard luhhs ! Ask us solve question , but never say solve wad ._. got paper like that de mehhs ? After exam , Suzanne Xueli & myself waited for Haomeng & Group at canteen . Went home together . Meetup with Anqi @ northpoint . Went to my house . Bathed & went Safra meetup with Davinvin & ChuanAn didi :D Went to play pool together . My treats :D Went arcade afterthen , the quietest arcade I've ever went ! Xueli came afterthen . Slack halfway , Suzanne they all came . I totally went WTF._." mood . Didnt want to see the idiot . Went to sit at the other side alone . The others came along . Suzanne 's group go play arcade . My group Accompany me . Sing song , Davin smoke ._. Naughty boy ! ChuanAn went home . Suzanne's group went home afterthen too . The rest of us go Bowling corner slack , cause Xueli say the BENJAMINKOH DOGDOG is there . Then we go there disiaosiao luhhs . Took loads of pictures ! Shall upload one day :D Davin went to meet his RL jie . Then the rest of us went back 235 . Went for Lunch/Dinner . Slack @ 235 again . Went home around 10+ Download Mapleee :D then ShunBian update :D Haole , Done updating ! Have to sleep . There's work tomorrow :D Night <3

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2009-09-25T23:50:00.000+08:00

Song listening : Everything
Mood : Confused ._.

Went to school as normal , Finish school went home to bath . Meet up with Suzanne & WeiLing For Pastamania . Went CottonOn afterthen . "Brought" my glossy legging . Anqi came to find me . Went to ssc for shopping . "Purchase" alot of items . Bubble Mask , Eye roller , Bio Essence's mask etc . Bus-es back & sent Anqi home . Meet-up with Dearest Hubby Afterthen :D Went to meet the others . Actually wanna club , but decided not to . Went to buy some drinks & slack . Home Afterthen :D Online awhile , Waited for HIM to text me , but he didnt ... Fall asleep while waiting :p

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2009-09-23T00:09:00.000+08:00

Song listening : nil
Mood : Negative

For the lame shit Rippers! -\
For goodness sake la . Can you please kindly grow up ? Come my blog spam spam ? Didn't your parent teach you that spamming is illegal ? & you've insulted me too , Which i felt it's a Verbal bullying . You're free for this kinda thing but I'm not . So please kindly scoof off from my blog . It's such a waste of time to do this kinda lifeless thing . Exam coming le la . Go study la . FOCUS ! You passed your exams le then come la . Dun waste my energy on this . I've got work to study . Thanksyou ...

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2009-09-22T01:09:00.000+08:00

Song Listening : byebye love
Mood : UNHAPPY

It 1.10am in the middle of the night . There's school tomorrow & yet i'm still awake ! Went browsing thru blogshops & blogs . Saw his blog . Found out that he've got a new girl . Wish him last long :D Kinda miss him . We used to chat alot during those times ... Everything has changed .
He's girlfriend looks duper cute .Great choice ! Didn't see him online nowadays . Maybe is cause need to accompany her . Nevermind . Let it be ... Exams are freaking coming near ! Have been working duper hard nowadays . Have to get promoted ! I've said , If i failed , I'll quit school . Continue to school only if i could . I dun wannt waste my time anymore , No longer young . damnit ! Gonna die soon le la ! My mind are busting ! Cant take it anymore le la !!! Everything isnt going smoothly . Obsticles everywhere . Friendship , Relationship , School works , Working problem & even Family problem . So freaking stressed out ! Cant vent my anger anywhere i wanted to . Then those i dote just fcuking take adventage of me . I've enough le. Sec1 kids keep saying me . Fucking gimme me nicknames which has disappeared . I have really had enough . If they ever gonna say me again . I call the police & sue them for verbal bullying , Arbo sure is find people whack them one . My temper has a limit . & my limit is very small . I'll always explode easily ! Dont let her difficult , She's our middle person . Anything happens , She'll sure kana first . I'll get everyone to suffer ! If you dare , just fcuking try me . I've said my words . Take it or leave it . I dun fcuking give chances anymore . Now i gotto sleep . Dun wanna ps Suzanne in school tomorrow . Night Peepos !

Relationship = failure

Friendship = failure

Studies = failure

Family problem = average

what am i good in ?

Being a gangster ?

That's not i wanted to be ..

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2009-09-18T19:02:00.000+08:00

Song listening : 爱情之所以为爱情
Mood : Messed up

Hellos !
I'm backk :D
Brought a new MacBook .
HP MINI . Size of 10.1 only !
But cant play game with it :(
Cant download game into it .
Nevermind !
Exams are coming .
Gonna work hard for it !
I dun wanna fail my family's hope for me .
Gonna JIAYOU !
Work tomorrow .
So tired , Dont feel like going .
I wanna rest luhhs !
Die-ing soon !!
In need of money now .
Spent quite alot nowadays .
Damn it !
Gotto Go .
Byeee !

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2009-09-09T14:50:00.000+08:00

Song Listening : Sweet Dream
Mood : Happy ?

Hellos ,
I've Finally back to update !
Sorry for not updating so long .
Been Working lately .
So tired .
& My desktop is spoild .
So is my sis's laptop .
Got a little problem .
Went for rebonding Yesterday with Suzanne ,
Over @ Xueli's house .
Kinda cut short my hair a little .
& It curl back a little ,
Maybe is due to my sleeping pose .
Laughs .
Too BEAUTIFUL !
hahas
Just Joking ..
Damnit !
I want a boyfriend .
Someone who'll cares for me .
Alway there for me .
LMAOS !
I sound despo .
Maybe I am .
I always envy of my friends around me when their with his/her stead .
I'm alone .
But i'll have to stay strong .
That's me , & It always will be !
Have to bathe ,
Going out soon :D
ILOVEYOU Everyoneee !
Especially JiYong :D My Idol for life ! <3
Oh , One Peekchas bfore i go :D
Byeeeee <3

- Big Quarrel !

2009-08-28T12:31:00.000+08:00

Song listening : Come back to me
Mood : Fustrated !

Hellos ,
Sorry for not updating for so long :p
Totally no mood for it ,
That stupid JeraldYanWeiLun went korea again ,
This time ,
He brought all his buddy along !!
Then no one can pei me le .
Yesterday he called me from Korea ,
Had a big quarrel with him ,
So i decide to say bye to him .
We're over ,
No longer together .
Fuck out of my beautific life .
I thought you'e not like all the other guys around .
But you're the same .
ihateyou .
Forget it ,
I wanna talk about it no more .
Working every weekends ,
It's so tiring .
Sales are bad .
Come support me !
Every weekends ,
Bugis street .
Shop name "J SQUARE"
TyTy
Yesterday went moviee with William & Anqi ,
Watch where got ghost .
Damn funny .
The girls behind me scream !
Hahas .
The stupid idiot want scared me .
But lucky i never kana scared .
Hahas !
Went Sembawang afterthen :D
Home , Bath & sleep :D
That's all for today ,
Loveall idiots & moroons !

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2009-08-17T20:44:00.000+08:00

Song listening : Same as you ( 和你一样 )
Mood : Tired

HAPPY 4th MONTH WITH COTTONCANDY ! <3
Hellos !
Super long never update le .
Busy working every weekends ,
& have to school & such in weekdays .
So stressout .
Working is hard .
So tiring .
10 hours = a day .
1 weekend = 20&1/2 hours .
1month = 42hours .
Stand the whole day .
No people then can rest awhile .
Sales not really good as i dunno how to serve or introduces stocks to people .
My sales are super bad luhhs .
Only sold 16 bags last 2 days .
Damn it ,
Have to buck up !
Arbo later kana sack then i'll cry le .
Totally stress out !
I need money !
Pay bills , buy presents , buy phone , buy comp .
All need money .
Gonna die soon la .
& people work mostly is slim down ,
but i go work i get fatter & fatter !
Grrrr !
Have to JIANFEI !
I so fat le , fat somemore sure die de !
Baby this thursday coming back le :)
Missing him damn much !
Alright , Have to sleep .
Arbo tomorrow sure sleep again ._.
Night ,

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2009-08-07T22:44:00.000+08:00

Song listening : Lie - BigBang :D
Mood : Nervous :S

Hellos !
Nothing much to post today ,
Didn't went school .
Tired .
Morning recieve call from XL ,
Meet her at 238 bus stop at 2.3opm .
Went out ,
Meet up with Andrian & Leonard :)
Passed me some items :)
Home afterthen :)
Went to ChongPang around 8 cause wanna "autor" my skinny ,
Too big liao ._.
Went Mac buy mumm mumm for jieh .
Walked home :)
Have to sleep now ,
Have to work tomorrow :)
So Nervous !
Long time bo work le ...
Jiay0us !

My life have been messed by you !

Totally corrupted !

But that why iloveyou so much !

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2009-08-06T20:32:00.000+08:00

Song listening : New Divide
Mood : BORING !

KONICHIWA !
Nowadays so damn boring luhhs .
Baby went overseas again dunno for what fuck ._.
PangSeh me behind again !
Such an idiot right ?
& btw , I've an BIG Clarification to make !
Baby's Name Is JERALD YAN WEI LUN !
Not GERALD YAN WEI LUN .
He've been nagging me to change his name ._.
Such an old hag :p
Also no different right ?
D. you ...
Testes here & there ,
Been studying seriously .
Finish my studies , & off to work .
Going back to SQUARE & work .
Not confirm yet .
Auntie say let me try one on this saturday & Sunday :)
Cant wait till it come :)
I need MONEY now !
Need to buy NEW PHONE :)
Still thinking which to choose .
All so nice ,
I want a touch-screen & Wifi one !
Dont wanna ask baby or mummy buy for me .
I spent alot of their money le .
I'm such an grown up :)
I can think !
Hahas !!!
Self declare dismissal today :)
Went home with Xueli :)
Meetup with her @ Popular around 2.30 :)
Grab some items ,
Off-ed we go .
Bus-ed to SSC .
Went GIANT for some FBTs .
Got a bunch of kids .
Go there Steal FBT .
Think i dunno .
I walk there , one guy say "Eh , you ren lai liao"(Got people come le)
All turned & look @ me .
I walk to the SHAMPOO side ,
Find for my SHAMPOO :)
Afterthen go to FBT side ,
They damn style de luhhs ,
Make there BIG MESS !
Walked here & there ,
Saw CONDOMS .
Me ,XUELI & ANQI keep saying about it .
& WHY CONDOM GOT GEL FORM ?!
So disgustine luhhs .
Saw a very cute hammer thingy .
Play with it :)
Tomorrow think i'm going back to buy it :)
Went to the takoyaki store ,
The auntie not there .
So waited there ,
Auntie came :)
Ordered some takoyaki :D
Chatted with auntie .
Finish it ,
Xueli say she want go walk walk first ,
We wait for her here .
Ok ,
She's gone ,
Chat with Anqi & Auntie .
Ordered somemore takoyaki:)
So NICEEEE !
Total Tako eaten : 8 Pieces :)
1 Box have 4 pieces , 2 = 8 :)
Freaking full ._.
That's my lunch cum dinner :)
Went home afterthen .
I found out ,
I've been a goodgirl nowadays as people cant see that "bad" side if their not with me .
Did something very wrong nowadays .
I think i shall stop .
I wanna be a good girl ,
jieh & mummy very xinku le .
I cant afford to make them worse .
I wonder why i had this kinda father ,
Totally useless ,
Might as well be dead .
Wasting the earth's Oxygen .
I gonna kick him out of my house soone or later luhhs .
Either he's gone , or I leave .
Today i quarrelled with so many people ,
First is Joshua , Then Rey , Now is +Edison+ .
Damn it .
Hate it !
I want baby back .
But he'll only be back at 12 August .
So stress out !
Feel like breaking out all my friendships .
They only make me cant do this , cant do that .
I'm hating this so much !
Dun feel like posting le ,
Update tmr .
<3 Baby

Just one last dance ,

Before we say goodbye .

when we sway & turn arnd arnd ,

It's like the first time.

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2009-07-27T19:09:00.000+08:00

Song Listening : Black Diamond by Nana Mizuki
Mood : Happy <3

SaWaTiCup !
I'm so freaking happy today !
Baby & Leong came back Yesterday morning ,
Fetched them :)
Saw baby ,
I hugged him tight & kiss him :D
Tears almost slip down my cheeks .
Found out they didn't have any luggage ._.
& i risk my life ,
illegally driving to fetch them ,
Letting me know they parked Baby's bike there !
But i was already too tired to crap with them ,
I open the front door ,
Slip into the passenger seats ,
& Went sleeping away :)
Drove to Leong's house .
Other all there le :D
Welcome back party !
But I'm too tired for anything ,
Went over to my room(which Kiong prepared long time ago)
Slept till late 11am ,
XUELI texted me ,
Ask me go meet her .
Then i bathed , Baby & Leong drove me there ,
As the others were asleep .
Starting i get baby to bike me ,
But due to wearing of skirts , & it's really short ._. ,
I change to get Leong to drive me in car :)
Sent me to SSC & i waited for XUELI & ANQI to appear :D
Baby & Leong went for breakfast :D
Kissed-goodbye with baby .
Went DIASO for some shopping :)
"Skip parts"
Bussed to XUELI's house ,
Slack till late night :)
Home after that :)

Baby ,

iloveyou <3

You'll b mine ,

Now & forever !

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2009-07-24T22:44:00.000+08:00

Song listening : 王妃
Mood : Scared

ALOHA !
Has been listening to 萧敬腾's song nowadays .
Saw on news he have an injuries on his forehead .
& had to stich 5 cm (i think so .)
Been trying to pierce my lips myself ,
But I'm scared to do it .
Painful sia .
Help people pierce so easy .
Do on myself SO PAIN !
But i belive I'll do it .
Going to Kiong's house on Suday morning to take his car .
Have to go fetch WeeLeong & GERALD :D
Their coming back in the morning le !
Miss them so much !
But dont think they get AhJeff back .
He's really missing sia._.
P/S : JUST FOR AHJEFF ! Not involve please skip this posting
See la , bet somemore la , now no money le , need hide here & there !
Then need money also never come ask us first ,
Run liao then ask Priscilla tell us ._.
Thought wad ?
We all fake one arhh ?
Need money then we all run ?
Although i not rich .
But if i ask from mummy she'll still help de right ?
Dun want ask from me then ask baby or leong la .
All fake one ?
Or we not your friends ?
Brother faster come back le .
Everything we help you settle .
10K nia ,
Small amount for mummy what .
I miss you sia .
I give you 1 week .
Come back , or dont call me GirlFriend liao .
I dont want a missing boyfriend .
That's final !
Nothing much to update .
Have to do some piercing :D
Loveya boy !

Baby ILOVEYOU <3
o1June2oo9 , o1:o6am

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2009-07-23T17:30:00.000+08:00

Song Listening : WithYou By BigBang <3
Mood : Restless

Aloha !
Apologise for updating once per week .
Comp spoild ,
Lappy with sissy .
So cant blog so often D:
Alright , Shall update what I've done this days !
-&{L}
21st July ,
3rd Month With My BabyLaoGong ; SHAUN<3
1st Year With Jiehhhhhh ; ShuTing <3
Early in the morning ,
Texted Baby -& Jieh .
Sleep whole way thru the lessons .
Finshed school ,
Home straight .
Check on lappy for time slot of The Haunting In The Connecticut <3
Decided to watch 5.10pm's slot .
Called Anqi ,
Confirm with Jieh .
Meeted up with Anqi at my house downstair ,
Trained to AMKhub .
Slack a little ,
Saw some friends .
Waited for jieh ,
-& there she comes !
We both damn shy luhhs .
Brought our tickets ,
C1,2,3,4 .
Couples seats :D
I sit with Anqi ,
jieh sit with HuiYue(I think that's her name ?)
Finished moveee ,
Talked a little ,
Bus-ed home afterthat <3
Brought a new Watch which cost 229Bucks .
EverLast's one.
Shall picture it one day :)
-&{L}
23thJuly
Normal day ,
No one texted me .
So sad !
Cam with Honeyboy <3
1Year with ; HoneyLemon , Dearest SteadStead & WonderGirl <3
Fs Commented them as they're not online .
Blogged updated .
Nothing to type :)
<3

I'm just waiting-

for sunday to come !

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2009-07-19T21:51:00.000+08:00

Song listening : The Climb
Mood : Madness :D

Alohaaaaa !
Silver is back in actionnn :)
Long time no blog le ...
Nothing much to update .
Friday quarrelled with LCK ,
Brought me down to Nair .
Crap alot ,
Want Quit school they dun let ._.
Got like this de mehhs ?
Lameeee right ?
Something happen after school ,
The go home after that .
Bathed & all ,
Meet Anqi At my house downstair .
Walk walk at NP ,
Off to AMK first to meet BRYAN .
Then he sooooooo SLOW !
Make me wait ,
Never die before !
Reached , & Gone ._.
Meet up with Xueli they all .
Wanted watch Harry Potter ,
But all full ._.
So we change to IceAge3
So touching luhhs ,
Almost cried :'(
Bus-ed back to Yishun ,
Walked to Xueli's House .
Dine in .
Crap till 11 ,
Walked home .
Sleep Till the next morninggggggggggggggg <3
-& Oh ! Happy 1 Year Withh My StrawberryShortCake !

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2009-07-02T20:44:00.000+08:00

Ola !
I've been long since i last posted ,
School has started ,
& it totally sucks ,
I dont mean my school sucks or something ,
Is that i hate studying .
Ripper shoo out of my blog ,
Leaving Peace & Harmony ,
Why they dont continue to spam sia ?
They no continue i cannot call police liao sia ,
I'm waiting & waiting for them :)
Sunday went to LaoWoodland With NaiKia & XueLi for piercing ,
but there nobody can help ,
Boss not there ,
So i just buy the spear & barbells ,
Went over the xueli's hose after that ,
Self pierced my tongue :)
Tried to pierce NK's ,
but he keep moving ,
PEKCEK ,
Went home around Seven plus ,
Bathed , Train down to bugis .
Went Cesaer meet jieh ,
Darren also there .
He's someone i dun like ,
But i also have no idea why ,
Maybe is the first impression bahhs .
wher got people first time meet people jiu say want teach me tution de ?
Zzz ...
Jieh treat me drink Screw Driver :)
It's nice ,
But i still like sex on the beach more :)
I'm turning into a alcoholic !
Yumin & Plex then come ,
Yumin talking to Darren .
Poker abit with Plex .
Play till 11 plus ,
Have to go home ,
Next day have school ,
Went to take bus homeeee .
Saw my friend :)
Crap till Yishun ,
He walk me home ,
& Off to sleep :)
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Monday -
School started ,
Morning wakeup ,
Bathed & Groom myself :)
Offed to meet Benjamin at bus stop .
Bus came , Boarding :)
Xueli Anqi & JunXiang inside :)
Reached school ,
Went class kpkb :)
Take temperature ,
Start class ._.
blahh blahh blahh ,
Went sec1 walkwalk :)
YanYi came backkkk :D
Crap abit .
Went back class .
Time table changed ._.
Suzanne they all come my class toktok :)
Blahhblahhblahh ,
Went to Xueli's house after school ,
Help NaiNai pierce his tongue :)
Finally can liao :)
hahas
Sleep till 7+8 pm , Went home after that :)
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Tuesday :)
Nothing much ,
School like normal ,
Xueli didnt come ,
Alone in class ,
Chat with Fizza aiai :)
Pon last lesson & meetup with Xueli & ZhanHong at 440 .
Bussed to 235 ,
Went to Huiying's mum de shop buy school shoeeeeee :)
While walking ,
CottonCandy & Group shouted my name from 233 ,
All accompany me buy shoe :)
Went bbtea shop buy bubble tea :)
Slack there ,
3 plus sent Cottoncandy go home ,
Cheryl come along ._.
blahblahblah ,
Went home after that ,
KaiSheng come my house ,
Came along with Shun & Chester .
Bathed ,
Slack a little ,
Went to Meet Deborah after that ,
Then Went Mac slack ,
Home around 8+ .
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Wednesday :)
Nothing much ,
School as Normal ,
Self declare early dismissal at 1pm :)
Pris & Jojo wait for me at class outside ,
Went 440 after that ,
huhu ,
Helped Pris pierced her lip .
After that help her friend pierce also ,
blahhblahhblahh ,
went off after that .
saw Kelvin , Ang's brother .
Helped him pierce also .
Went 233 buy food eat :)
Eaten ,
Sleepover at Xueli's house .
Wake up around 6 .
Walk home .
Sleeped .
End ,
Nothing more to update :)

Life's boring nowadays , You're gone . i want you back , all by my side . Dear why have u left ? Leaving all of us behind . It's no fair ! You're almost a company's boss & you promised you'll married me when i'm 18 . You lied to me . You left me . But that no longer a problem . Gerald promised to look after me for you . Dont worry , Do takecare in heaven :D

Dear i love you

I'm alway missing you

Do takecare

ilovedieyou

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2009-06-24T08:40:00.000+08:00

To the 2 idiots who're crapping inside my tagboard ,
- Alot of people dislike me ,I know . I dont need them to like me as well ,
- I didnt say i wont admit my name is called Yelisa ,
- when did i ever post my number ? you mean 9826 5664? That's totally not a number ._.
- I do edit my photos , But i'm born photogenic , People gets fool even i said I'm ugly but photogenic ._. It's a total NOT MY FAULT & i Never ask them to come my blog ._.
- Not happy with my come straight to my face & say , Stop being a coward & stay behind the comp using other's name , If i wasnt wrong , You're some idiots who's inside my msn ._.
- Its me whom you dislike , Dont involve my friends . I do have alot of gans , That's nothing to hide .
- Since you say you have been hating me for 4 years , You're someone from my school , at my age .
- I dont have the money to sue ? Wanna confirm again before you say that ? Check my background properly please .
- Knowing where i stay ? It's easy to find out ! Everyones know where i stay .
- Photoshop guys photo ? Who ? The one which i put his photo with mine ? Holy god ! You dont even know some singers other then those Rihanna kind ? Please go to some CDs shop to take a look la ._.
- literally fuck ? oh , i guess so ..
-Who wanna fuck me ? only bangalas ? hmmm , i know 1 person wanna fuck me . At least i dont need Bangala . Even *** ** got people fuck lahhs ._.
-Tagboard are changing soon . HaloScans are better :) Spam all you want . I'm frozing it . I'll wait till monday then i'll report :)
- Dont worry , I'll make sure i find you out :)
- I'm alright if i didnt do all this ? I'm always fine being myself . I know i have attitudes , I do apologise to people whom i wanted to if i vent my anger on them .
- & i dont always break up "quickly" , Mostly meet up before stead . & Since WeeKiong died , I only have 1 stead ._. Not counting Gerald they all ._. Which they're NOT MY STEAD ._. & i break up with most of them ._.
- I DONT jio people for stead , They did . I wont be so thick skinned unleast it's a april fool or whatever festival's jokes ._. Which i always put "i'm just joking" on the next page of the text ._.
- I posted shooting the spammer ? It's for easy reading & typing . &I'm not shooting back , I'm just replying , dumbass ._.
-Deal with me easily ? Inside my blog ? Confirm ? Why not just come out ? or just talk to me in my msn , You're my msn "friends" right ? ._.
-People see my picture's & shocked to death ? Then why do they get fool & come to know me ? lame shit ._. Please think before you type .
Lastly , If you're the one spamming Andrea's Blog , Fuck off ._. It's me you want to deal with , Leave her alone !
Not enough of crapping ? Continue on my blog then , I dont mind being called Ugly , Fat , Or whatsoever . It's the truth ,& i admit it . I'm not born beautiful , Neither are you . Stop wasting time behind the comp & get started in studying , You're having a hard time for your exams , At least if i failed again i can quit school with mummy&daddy sponsoring me , Good luck for your Exams manzxc .
I'm tired already , Just reached home . Have to sleep . Wont be posting nowadays till 27 June . Spammers spam all you want . I dont wanna crap anymore . I'm not going to do this in my old ways . I'm going to do it new . Come on , Spam me more ! Anyways .
Happy 4th Month For Anqi Nuer & Bryan Nuxu ! <3
Last Long okay ?

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2009-06-23T20:59:00.000+08:00

Song Listening : This is me
Mood : Angry

Hey readers !
Just came back from AMKhub & SSC .
Meetup with Nuer @ house downstair .
Went AMKhub to get her EZ-link done :D
but due to some reason ,
Cant do it ._.
Waste our time there ,
Shop a little ,
Went back to Yishun .
Waited for the stupid shuttle bus -.-
So long ,
& It's raining heavily .
Went to take cab .
Reached .
Went Cotton On straight :)
Search for my polos ,
Found it ,
Billed !
Brought 2 :)
White & Brown .
Nice one !
Went Diaso after that .
Brought candles ,aroma essence oil ,aroma pot & a black facial mask .
It's niceee .
But cant really smell it ,
& the mask , Dont know how to use it -.-
but it's cooling <3
Went home after tat ,
Nuer come my house ,
slack till 8.30 .
She went home .
Went to my blog ,
Saw some brainless spammer .
Whom parent name him/her/it "Rippers" ._.
Saying that
I'm cheap & despo ?
typicalben wannabe ?
What guys think of me ?
Look at myself in the mirror ?
I'm ugly online & ugly in real life ?
Typicalben will take a glace at me ?
Insult myself for reading his blog ?
Meet me for fuck ?
Act like a ahlian ?
For your sake of easy reading ,
here's my reply :

-I'm cheap & despo ? In what way ? I dont go around being a hook , I dont go around for guys , I dont approch guys & if having alot of gans , Example :"baby , laogong , Honey" is call cheap & despo , then ask them stop keeping me as gans bahhs ~
-I'm typicalben's wannabe ? Example ? Just because i like Orange polka dots too ? & used his background ? lol , that's a funny okay?!
-Will he take a glance at me ? Will he or will he not it's none of my problem . I dont give a damn to guys like him , totally not interested -.-
-Insult myself for reading his blog ? Lol , What for ? I dont felt insult , You read his blog too right ? At least i dont get involve like those thickskinned weirdo who always comment him -.- Ask him to private/delete his blog if he dont wanna let anyone see it :D & You're insulting yourself for saying that , You're spamming in my account without a beautiful name your parents gave you .
-What guys think of me ? I've ask some of them , They said i'm good for being myself , Confident & adorable(that's weird for me to type out -.-)
-Look at myself in the mirror ? oh , i always do :) If not how do i make up ?
-Ugly online & ugly in real life ? manzxc , in which post did you see i said myself beautiful or something ? I only remember saying my self ugly -.-
-Meet me for fuck ? oh , you wanna fuck ? Are you an adult ? Sorry , I'm still a kid , Cant do this , Or i'll pay for you to fuck those prositutes ?
- Act like a AhLian ? Oh I'm sorry , I dont go for lians & bengs . Simple is good enough :) Gangster dont bring me good life . Gerald will :)

If you still wanna come & Crap with me , Comeon , I'll make sure this will get to the police soon :) I've a uncle who's a lawyer & he can help me in this . Try me , & I'll let you see my true colours :D I'm not someone to deal with , Change to others bahhs :)

Peekchas time ! :

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2009-06-22T02:32:00.000+08:00

Song listening : Too Cool
Mood : Confused !

Damnit !
I wanna get a new phone ,
There's so many to choose !
Newest N97 is gonna be out !
Click to see
& I so wanna get it !
It's so nice !
But there's also alot of nice phone with good features !
Such as E63 , N810 , KF900(PRADA) , KM900 , GM730 & Many .
Dont know which to choose ,
I want a phone that have wifi !
It's alright if it dont looks nice ,
Cheap is alright too .
As long as well function & WIFI !!
Anyone got lobang tell me !
I wanna buy it myself ,
Not from mummy or whoever .
A Phone that belongs to me & Only me !
There's so many things i want nowadays ,
But i've spend too much of mummy's money ,
Have to stop !
I dont even know what i've brought -.-
But i think it mostly clothes :)
BlogShop too much le :p
Anyone have nice thing to share ,
Kindly tag me :)
Thanks !

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2009-06-21T21:57:00.000+08:00

Song listening : 一定要爱你
Mood : Insomnia

Hey Readers !
I'm finally back !
Went over to Suzanne's house ,
& had stayover for 2 days .
With her cousin .
Me & Her cousin bully her :p
Played with her dog ,
Had Mahjong today morning .
Playing here & there .
Suzanne sleeps early .
& Wake up early -.-
Nothing much happens .
A broke up .
Keep giving me fuckdup attitude .
Machiam I'm born to receive attitudes .
damnit !
Guys all sucks .
Attention seekers .
Cant i have any friends that treat me real good ?
Damnit !
Before went to Suzanne's house ,
Went KBox with Spongebob & Group <3
Fun !
NaiKai jumping here & there .
Making us laugh !
Sing alot .
Went hub walk walk after that .
NaiKai lie to me say got CottonOn .
but dun have :(
I wanna buy more polo !
I wish got Orange color de !
Going around & search for Polo(s) & plain camera tee soon :)
tell me if you know where to get .
For the camera tee , It's alright if it's for guys ones .
Update me for BlogShops !
Looking for Alot of things :)
Thanksss
Tags Are Needed !
& Who's using HaloScan ?
How do i put it in ?
I'm kinda dumb in this kinda thing -.-
<3

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2009-06-18T03:38:00.000+08:00

Hey Freako(s)
It's 3.38 in the morning now .
Can't sleep .
Decided to post :)
Damnit .
I've been rotting at home for (?) days .
& I tell you ,
It totally sucks .
Yesterday night meetup with Jer aka xiaoJoker
@ 235 playground in the middle of the night -.-"
He's alone ,
So went down pei him .
Reached ,
HongShun also there .
Crap abit ,
He's gone .
Left me & Jer didi .
Continue crapping ,
& finally he've finish he's Beer -.-
He's going to he's GF's house to get some disc .
So walked to 213 bball court ,
& we parted .
scrolled home .
Damn boring .
Reached home ,
Msn , tweet & Plurk a little ,
Know a new guy name EDISON ;D
He's cute :)
Crap alittle .
Watch some shows .
Text mango :)
& Off to sleep .
Woke up around 11am .
Msn with some idiots ,
Text boyfriend ,
He's in schools ,
what a "good boy" he is :)
Edit my blog ,
Changed url(s)
my private blog ,
which is : http://ily-silver-pb.blogspot.com ,
Have been changed to : http://ily-silver.blogspot.com .
Which is this one :D
My Public blog ,
which is : http://ily-silver.blogspot.com ,
Have been changed to : http://ilysilver.blogspot.com .
Kinda messy right ?
But it's alright la :)
It's more easier to remember .
I like my new skins :)
It's so ORANGE .
I dont know why ,
For some particular reason ,
I loving orange now :)
& Polka Dots too :)
It's like , So niceeeeee .
No more red blue green yellow or wadsoever .
It's Orange that rules !
Orange-polkadots !<3
Totally <3 it !
Stop my craps ,
Going meet Jeremy le :D
Bye yea :)

- Sister's Outing

2009-06-15T01:56:00.000+08:00

13June2oo9
Went out with Sisters :
Elaine & Xue Feng .
Was told to meet up at 3pm ,
& comfirm each other at 1+ not o be late .
In the end ,
I'm the one who over sleep ,
But reach on time ,
But them ,
Who stays at the place we're meeting ,
Was late for more then 30 MINUTES !
Call them dun wanna answer ._.
After they've reached ,
Went Cine ,
Saw people in CosPlay ,
Damn chio !
Went to the 9floor for soon DVD rental room thingy .
Watch a super lame "horror" show .
The group next door is Super loud ,
Know why ?
Their watch BIGBANG concert video .
They're BigBang's FAN !
I saw on their fanclub webby .
13June got meet up .
I Totally forget about it !
Damnit !
It's so many people !
Mostly Malays -.-
They went off first .
We continue our shows .
Went to book for sakae sushi .
When we've finish he show ,
We went over to parkmall's Sakae to have our dinner buffet .
Eat alot .
After everything ,
We went Boat Quay for SeeSha & Drinks .
Peach flavor :D
I had a Sex On The Beach :)
It's not really Sex On The Beach ._.
It's the name of the drink .
Elaine & XueFeng have Wineeee .
XueFeng's not totally Sucks .
It's bitter -.-
Dont like it .
Slack there till 12.++am .
They dont recieve Nets for payment.
So me & XueFeng went to clarkquay to get .
Elaine waited for us .
Took the money ,
We went back .
Total cost it's $85.+++ inclusive of GST .
A lady came to our table ,
Give Elaine a slip ,
Which another guy gave -.-
with his email & number -.-"
offed we gooooo
Accompany XueFeng go cab :D
Off she go ~
Me & Elaine went walking around .
So tired .
Decided to take a sit .
Sat at the bustop .
Saw NR1 ,
Decided to go back Yishunnnnn ;D
Text Jieh I wont meet her later ,
Cause she going to finish her work at 2am .
Bussed home .
Tired .
Stop at market there .
cause the bus dont stop at my house here .
Wake Elaine up ,
& scroll back home ;D
Reached home ,
Changed & go 233 eat supper .
Went home sleep aftermath :)
Woke up ,
Elaine Camwhore with my phone ,
& Took pictures of me -.-
Which is Super Duper UGLY -.-"
& makes me camwhore too :D
Slacks at my house till 5+ .
Send Elaine go MRT ;D
& off i go to SSC :D
Nothing More ,
Let's Peekchas !
Pictures showns :

Sex On The Beach ;D

Our Buffet table = Big Mess !

Photos of me after I've wake up ,
Still in my sleeping mood ;D

These's last time pictures that i didn't post .

Peekchas when we're still having buffet :)

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2009-06-13T04:43:00.000+08:00

Song listening : Lie By BigBang <3 !
Mood : Damn Pissed Off !

Hey Readers !
I'm back for more actions !
But before anything ,
Here's some random CamWhoring !

Kinda same reaction ,
Might as well put it together :D

Same pattern :) He's Cute ! Isn't he ?

It's blur D;

Guess it's printed / input words ?
......
....
...
It's Input word !
Look printed right ?

1oo% No Make Up !
I'm born pale ,
No matter of Sun Tanning or whatsoever

Random shot :) But i like this :D

I look good :) As in "guai" in chinese :p

MRT CamWhoring when I'm ALONE ._.

Without up , So fugly !
Weird looking eyes ._.

End of my Pictures :D
Didn't edit finish the others .
Kinda ugly .
I'm ugly ,
Of cause my picture wont look nice too .
But at least ,
Better them my real life ._.
I hate being photogenic !
Life is bored nowadays .
12June ,
Joan come my house->Doll up->Trained to Downtown->eHub buy present ->Went chalet->Back to eHub->Bused to interchange->Went WhiteSand SM->Hooked some guys->Para & DDR at ZoneX->Trained home :D
Here it goes ~
Went to YingYing PrettyLady's Birthday BBQ Yesterday .
Boring .
Didn't know anyone .
Joan accompany me rot ._.
Stay till 8plus ,
Decided to go .
Went back chalet take our stuffs ,
Called YingYing ,
& Scoffs off :p
Went E-hub :)
See people play game :D
It's fun .
Seeing others doing irritating actions .
Watching some Xiaodidi wear skinny step one typical Gangster ._.
Slack here & there .
Text bee while slacking ,
Me & Darlingk is like MAD WOMEN RUNNING FROM AWAY IMH !
Me & Darlingk is like laughing in our own world .
Hack care every others freaks .
Laughing wherever we're .
Criticising every freak/weirdo we've seen .
Went WhiteSand kua tarbor :)
Para & DDR ;)
People's watching me :x
Damn xiasua !
Lucky i manage to get FIRST :D
Slack awhile ,
Went to take train back Yishun :)
Saw HouseFace , Glenn , Wei Quan & gang ._.
Is like WTF !
Wei Quan saw me , but i dun think he recognize me :D
He's the fucker who gimme that LJ nick .
Reached Yishun ,
Accompany Darlingk go interchange take bus .
Saw Dong Qi ._.
WTF sia ,
Keep seeing those i dun wanna see ._.
Damn it !
Reach home ,
Text bee ,
Maple awhile ,
Watch Anime ,
Chat with Baby :)
& Off to sleep :)

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2009-06-07T11:25:00.000+08:00

Song listening : Yesterday .
Mood : Boreeeeeed .

Hellos Readers !
Life nowadays really sucks .
Quarrelled with Mother .
Atm card got problem .
Went to post office ,
Office CLOSED -.- !
Exams failed ,
Kiong left .
Baby starts working ,
Mango put me aeroplane !
Conflicts with Boyfriend .
Haish ,
Hate it !
Feel like moving out mansxc !
But i couldn't .
My family needs me ,
& I need them too .
Without them ,
There wont be me .
I've to hang on !
It's holiday now ,
But this holiday ,
Is the worst holiday i ever have .
Staying at home almost the Everyday ,
Sisters have Boyfriend to accompany ,
Works to do ,
Outing to handle .
When they need me ,
I'm always there .
But when i need them ,
They choose BoyF over me .
Life are like this .
Lucky i have Baby to accompany even he's away :)
Web Camming almost everyday :)
Gerald's the Greatest !
For some reason ,
I felt that i shouldn't treat them so good .
I always felt I'm being used by them .
For them , It's like normal .
For me , it feels no good .
Whenever they're bored or so .
Gimme a call ,
& I'll be right there .
When i need them to accompany to the nearest place ,
They give excuses like " I cant go out" .
& I found out .
Many of my friends are being Snatched by some young kids .
I dunno why .
I felt left out .
Maybe i dun belong in their world .
idk .
I'm good with oldest ,
But i cant cope relations with the young ones .
Nevermind ,
I'm stuck back to MAPLE .
World:Aquila
Ign:ILYsilver
Level:57
Job: Spearman
My account is almost dead -.-
Most friend quited .
Others deleted me due to long term MIA -.-
Manage to get someone to play with me :)
He from Bootes jump to Aquila :)
World : Aquila
Ign : ILYrey
Level : 25
Job :Warrior
Hahas .
Noob ?
He's not .
because of me then he come to Aquila .
& no one is noob .
One day ,
He'll over pass me !
It's late already .
I'm Tired .
Night <3

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2009-06-05T01:21:00.000+08:00

Hey Readers ! I find details of my beloved BIGBANG !
Here You Go !

G-DRAGON BIGBANG队长
姓名：권지용 权志龙
生日：1988年8月18日
身高：177cm
体重：64kg
血型：A型
家庭成员：父母, 1男1女中最小
首演：2002年帅绅士
嗜好： 그림그리기, 听音乐
特长：Rapping、Dance、Beat box、写词、唱歌,英语和中文
初中: 国乐艺术中学
高中: 议政府通讯情报高中

태양 ---太阳 (TaeYang)
姓名：동영배 东永裴
生日：1988年5月18日
身高：174cm
体重：62kg
血型：AB型
家庭成员：父母, 2男中最小
首演：2002年帅绅士
嗜好：농구, 听音乐, 看电视
座右铭：언제나 겸손하고 열심히 사는 사람이 되자
特长：Rapping、Dance、Beat box、唱歌

T.O.P
姓名：최승현 Choi Seunghyun 崔胜铉
生日：1987年11月4日
身高：181cm,
体重：65kg
特长：Rapping、Beat box、写词
教育背景：汉城综合艺术职业学校音乐系

대성 ---Daesung
姓名：강대성 Kang Daesung 姜大成
生日：1989年4月26日
身高：176cm,
体种：63kg
教育背景：汉城仁川高中
特长：唱歌

승리 ----胜利 (SeungRi)
姓名：이승현 Lee Seunghyun 李胜贤
生日：1990年12月12日
身高：174cm,
体种：62kg
特长：唱歌、Dance 游泳

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2009-06-04T18:12:00.000+08:00

Just Some Videos Update :D

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2009-06-03T14:41:00.000+08:00

Hey Readers !
It's been long since I've update !
Well , not really that long -.-
3Days only :p
Been lazy this few days .
Alright ,
Let me begin on 1June2oo9 :)
Went out to St James at night ,
With Mummy , BabyGerald & many more .
While we're drink & dancing .
Gerald suddenly ask mummy if he jio me can ma -.-
Zzz ,
Mummy told him something ,
Meaning mummy allowed him to jio me ,
But i tell him ,
"Why not be gans ? I treat Gans More like Stead :)"
He was kinda sad , But he say ok still :)
He became my Baby On :
o1June2oo9 ; o1o6am :D
Baby I Love You !
We stay there until around 3+am ,
Then we went to eat supper at Geylang .
I didn't really eat .
Cause they're eating the frog thingy .
Total disgust .
When they finish eating ,
I was tired -.-
Mummy then ask baby send me go home first .
I was like "Zzz -.- I dont want go home !!"
Mummy insist ,
No choice , have to go :(
Reach home around 4.50am .
Kiss Goodbye Baby ,
Went to Bath & Off to sleep :)
Woke up around 3pm .
Anime the whole day :)
On o2June2oo9 ,
I'm staying at home ,
Jieh went to MS de condo stay for 2weeks .
Alone at home ,
So Baby come accompany me :)
I was so addicted to anime ,
& that causes me to ignore baby xp
Sorry Baby !
While i'm watching ,
Baby get some food from my kitchen & cook for me :)
So sweet of him :)
I'm so lucky to have him with me :)
你是我的Romeo :)
Feed me with some Chicken Wings & Noodle ,
I was still watching my anime ,
Baby accompany me watch until he fall asleep ,
Silly him :)
After long period of watching ,
I got tired also ,
Went to sleep next to him ,
He hug me while we're sleeping :)
It's a sweet feeling :)
It have been long since someone hug me like tat .
He let me feel that I'm really being loveeeed by him .
He's so wonderful , wasn't him ?
Having him as a Boyf is good ,
But we're break up one day .
Might as well just stays like we used to be .
Sleep the whole way to 11+pm ,
Went bathing , Baby watch movieshow while waiting for me :)
When i finish Bathing ,
Got Baby a new towel & some clothings ,
His turn to bath :)
Back to anime .
Baby recieve a call from dunno who ,
Then he hurry out :(
I watch anime till 2plus ,
Suddenly my phone rang ,
Baby calling !
Asked me open door "softly" .
Open door for him ,
Continue with my shows .
Told baby "I'm hungry"
& He went cooking again ~
Finish cooking ,
He come crapping with me ,
Telling me "Baby , this is the first time i cook for someone else then myself sia , Even my mother also never eat before lor ."
I was like "LOL" !
Stop my anime-ing ,
"Blast" some music ,
Baby went mad dancing around !
Both of us is like jumping here & there like nobody's business -.-
Tired & Offed to sleep again ~
o3June2oo9 ,
Baby went home around 5am+ .
KissGoodBye again ,
Back to sleep again ,
Woke up around 12pm ,
Spam baby's phone .
Finally got him wake up .
Get him bath , & drive to my house .
Msn with Leanne Mei <3
He've finally reached !
My turn to bath .
He go around my account ,
Crapping with my frens !
Irritate them -.-
Slack awhile at my house ,
Around 4+ ,
Proceed to his house ,
He's staying ALONE at a condo -.-
Rich yea ?
He's parent is staying at New Zealand -.-
Coming back on 14June to see him ,
& I have to "visit" them on the 15th -.-"
OMG !
9+ Baby got me back to my own home .
He went to meet mummy for some outside problem ,
Which i wasn't allowed to go !
11+ Baby came & Fetch me .
Went to his house :)
& I'm stuck onto the Lappy again :D
Not anime ,
but POSTING !
Alright , It's 3.ooam already ,
I'm tired ,
Gotto sleep :)
Good Night All ,
Good Night Baby !
& Oh ! I've put my blog back to private -.-
<3 All !
GeraldBaby is MINE <3

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2009-05-31T17:34:00.000+08:00

♥Readers !
I'm Back !
Miss me ?
Went WWW with Suzanne & her Cousin yesterday .
Worse day of my life .
Get Sun Burned , Blister .
Totally FreakOut !
Headache now .
Went drinking with Gerald & gang yesterday Night.
Of cause , With mummy too !
Drink alot .
11Person i think we drink
3Vodka ,2Martell ,1OX ,
5-6 Red Wine , 2 Jack Daniel .
So nice luhhs !

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2009-05-29T15:29:00.000+08:00

Hey Readers ,
I'm damn pissed off now !
Just came back from school ,
Got my result back ,
I failed -.-
Abit more jiu pass le .
Then my jieh accompany me go one sia .
Nag at me .
Then she called mummy ,
Cabbed home ,
Mummy called ,
Comfort me ,
I felt so miserable .
& He's not here for me .
Wee Kiong is gone too ,
I wanna go somewhere ,
Anywhere to hide myself ,
Daddy says he'll ask mummy
bring me go oversea & Play .
But i dun want .
No matter what ,
He's not my real dad .
He's Wee Kiong's dad .
They treat me real good .
Give me whatever i want ,
But i dun wanna take anything from them anymore .
I owe them too much .
Wee Leong is great too ,
He's Kiong's younger brother .
Always accompany me .
Adore me damn lots .
Thanks everyone !
Treating me so good .
It'll always remain here ,
By my heart .
By The Way ,
Anyone Have Jobs to Intro ?
Sales only -.-
Bags / Cloth .
I have experience .
Help me ask around alright ?!
Thankyyyy ♥♥♥♥♥

Everything've changed . Your love for me , Change to your love for her . I get drunk because of you , I get sick because of you , & I cried because of you . I'm sick & tired of everything . I feel like dying . Making me so miserable . I hate everything . I hate myself for making Papa they all worried , I hate myself for cant protect my own buddy . I hate myself for being so useless to like someone so easily . & I hate myself for stopping them whacking him . I know they meant good for me , protecting me with all cause , But i dun wan any of them to get hurt , neither i want him to get hurt. I love him , i really do . He let me give up on Mathew , & grew my love for him . Within this short 6month , He make me change , Into a better person , But it'll also be him , to turned me into a Devil . My boy , I'm sorry , But prepared the worse of me . I LOVE YOU .

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2009-05-28T20:09:00.000+08:00

Hey peoples !
Nothing to do ,
Shall update !
Watching Spirited Away now .
Nice Show ,
It's the third-fourth time I'm watching this show .
I miss him ,
I admit I'm jealous of her ,
But that's not my fault .
Everyone get jealous easily ,
Especially ladies .
Fuck care , Hack care , I dont care .
Answer is out ,
I've lost .
Nevermind ,
I still have BOYFRIEND & Dearest HUBBY with me .
Their always with me ,
Supporting me ,
Helping me .
I Love You Guys !
Nothing change my Love towards him .
He's irreplaceable .
I Love Him .
& I really do .
Nothing to crap now .
Nite !

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2009-05-27T23:23:00.000+08:00

Everyone ,
I'm opening my blog for the time-being ,
So tag me up ok ?
My blog is goin dead !
I need TAGS !
I want him ):
Forget it .
It's over .

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2009-05-27T21:52:00.001+08:00

Hey ♥Peepo ! ,
PussyCat Doll are coming,
to Singapore Indoor Stadium on the 4th June .
Can anyone bring me there ?
I SOOOOO wanna see them LIVE !
& Can Anyone Bring me to Singapore Flyer ?
I wanna go there too ,
Didn't get to go that day ):
I've no one to ask to bring me there .
I can't ask HIM to bring me there .
I'm nobody to him , Nobody .
Mango have camp , cant ask him too .
Hais , I wanna go !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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2009-05-27T00:33:00.000+08:00

♀Anime-ing the whole day ,
Hoping you will auto text me .
But you didn't ,
I tot you're different from all those Jerks ,
But i'm wrong , you're same as them , Jerks .
No life freako ,
I'm unwell you also never care so much so me ,
Hopeless jerks ,
ArseHole !
Anata Wa Hontoni Baka !
Just fk off la ,
Mind erased ,
I want no memories of you !
I HATE YOU !
I HATE YOU !
I HATE YOU !
I HATE YOU !
I HATE YOU !
I HATE YOU !
I HATE YOU !
I HATE YOU !
I HATE YOU !
I HATE YOU !
I HATE YOU !
I HATE YOU !
I HATE YOU !
I HATE YOU !
I HATE YOU !
I HATE YOU !
I HATE YOU !
I HATE YOU !
I HATE YOU !
ROAR ! Disappointment !
I gonna play them all to vent my anger !
GO & DIE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
KNNBCCB !
ROAR !
ANGRY ANGRY ANGRY !
AHHHHHHHHHHHH !
I WANNA SLASH MYSELF ALL OVER !
BREAKING RECORDS SOON ! 120 & Above !
I Care no more !
Pierce all i want , tatto all i like !
You're no one to stop me !
FUCK OFF !

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2009-05-25T22:21:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday 9826 5664 !
Stay at home all day long , BORING ~
Meet up with 9826 5664 outside GV at 7.1opm .
But i went out at .. 5.3o pm ??
Brought a Box to keep the present i brought for him .
It's a ...Monkey plushy ?? some sort bahhs ,
Lol , Feel weird to give a guy a plushy ,
But nevermind !
Movie with him ,
Went to watch Night at the Museum 2 ,
Kinda bored , But funny ~
Spongebob & her bf (ZH) came along ~
Sit infront of us ,
Crap awhile till Movie start .
9826 5664's DAMN PS !
Laughs ~
But i still Love him as who he is ♥♥♥♥♥ ~
Movie finish , He went off first ,
Stay inside the theater , Crap abit with Spongebob ,
Went to Long John buy Mumm Mumm ,
Went home after that .
Reach home , Text 9826 5664 ,
Chat awhile , Then he go pei his friend .
Wonder what will he think of me :(
Mango Text me ,
Crap with him , But cant call him .
His phone SPOILD !
LOUSY PHONE ~ Mango Change Phone la !!!
{♥}
Listen to song after crapping ,
Mummy ask me or i should say , Teach me how to make a meat dumpling ,(Zhong Zi)
Took me ALOT of effort to make one nice one (:
Sweat like a dog -.-
Accidentally pour the rice all on the floor x:
I'm just not a good cook , this mean i'm not a good wife ~
Hais :(
Tired of everything ,
Chatting with BabyWilson on the phone now .
He's cute ,
Adore me A lot (:
I'm tired le .
Gonna Sleep (:
Shugo Shugo Chara !
Nitey !

I Hope everything remain the same , No change , Ai-i-Shi-Te-Ru ! ♥ Amulet Heart , Amulet Spade , Amulet Clover & Lastly Amulet Diamond ! Ikuto ? Doki !♥

2009-05-22T17:39:00.000+08:00

All of the 21 people must do this quiz , unless he/she doesnt have a blog .
Asked by : Andrea

Write the names of 21 people you can think off the top of your head ,
Then answer the questions.

1. WanXin
2. XuanLong
3. Anqi
4. Joleen
5. Jansen
6. Hoshi
7. Leanne
8. Shu Xian
9. XueLi
10. Joan
11. Suzanne
12. ShuYi
13. Yijing
14. Karwei
15. Priscillia
16. YingYing
17. Shu Ting
18. Jojo
19. Brenda
20. Elaine
21. Xue Feng

How did you get to meet 7 ? -Leanne
:Know her online (:
What would you do if you and 15 never met? -Pris
:We'll still be lovely (: Sistership never breaks apart !
What would you do if 1 and 20 date? -WanXin & Elain
:Wont be surprise , Girls do "date" together (:
Have you ever seen 17 cry? -ShuTing
:Nope , didn't get to meet up with Jieh yet ):
Would 4 and 16 be a good couple? -Joleen & yingying
:Nope , Both have a perfect Boyfriend le (:
Do you think 11 is attractive? -Suzanne
:Yea , Only if she keeps her mouth SHUT x:
What's 2's favourite colour? -XuanLong
:Silver ? Cause that's me q: ILOVEYOULA !
When was the last time you talked to 9? -XueLi
:An Hour ago ? idk .
What language does 8 speak? -ShuXian
:Chinese . Maybe Malay too (:
Who is 13 going out with? -YiJing
: Her Boyfriend (:
What grade is 12 in? -ShuYi
:Sec3 ?
would you ever date with 17? -ShuTing
:Nope , Not even outing ):
Where does 18 live? -Jojo
:300+
What's the best thing about 3? -Anqi
:Just Too Noisy , Just like Me !
What would you want to tell 2 now? -XuanLong
:Mao , I LOVE YOU LA !
Whats the best thing about 20? -Elaine
:She's Always there for me <3 (:
Have you ever kissed 5? -Jansen
:No , I think he's too young le la -.-
What was the best memory you have with 21? -XueFeng
:Alot , 1o years of friendship le , Been thru alot .
When's the last time you're going to see 6? -Hoshi
: idk , almost everyday in school -.-
How is 14 and 12 different? -Karwei , ShuYi
:Tall & Short <3
Is 19 pretty? -Brenda
:Okay luhhs (:
What was the first impression of 11? -Suzanne
:NOISY LA !
How did you meet 20? -Elaine
:Primary School .
Is 1 your best friend? -WanXin
:No , She's Not my bestfriend , She's my BEST COTTONCANDY ! <3
Do you hate 12? -ShuYi
:Nope .
Have you seen 18 on the last month? -JoJo
:Yea
When was the last time you said 16? -YingYing
:Anything luhhs , See you on your Birthday !
Have you been to 5's house? -Jansen
:Nope ,
When's the next time you gonnna see 10? -Joan
:Anytime ? Soon bahhs (:
Are you close to 13? -Yijing
:Used to be , never been meeting for 18Months .
Have you ever been to a movie with 4 before? -Joleen
:nope . Wanted to ):
Have you ever gotten into trouble with 8? -ShuXian
:nope , Peace & harmony !
Would you give 2 a hug? -XuanLong
:Everyone except him x: Jkjk !
When have you lied to 3? -Anqi
: Do fooling her count ?
Is 16 good with socializing? -YingYing
: Yea , too noisy to say no -.-
Do you know secrets about 9? -Xueli
:hmmmm , kinda many ~
Describe the relationship between 2 and 14. -XuanLong & Karwei
:idk ? together behind my back ? <3
best thing about your friendship with 9? -XueLi
:Spongebeb life !
What's the worst thing about 6? -Hoshi
:She's no more like before )':
Have you ever had a crush on 12? -Shuyi
:No , she's a girl (:
Does 14 has a girlfriend or boyfriend? -Karwei
:Yea , 546766 ma ~
Have you ever wanted to punch 1's face? -Wanxin
:Nope , but can i PINCH ?
Has 21 met your mother? -XueFeng
:She somewhat stay at my hse before , see my mom dao sian !
How did you get to meet 15? -Pris
:In school .
Did you ever physically hurt 3? -Anqi
:i thnk so , i sometime get angry of her & hit her -.-
Do you live close to 7? -Leanne
: erm ,not close , but VERY CLOSE
What's 8's favourite food? -ShuXian
: idk , she eat all kinda craps (:
What kind of car does 1 has? -WanXin
:No car -.- too young , not even license.
Have you travelled anywhere with 9 before? -XueLi
: Nope , Not yet .
If you give 14 $100 , what will he/she spend it on? -Karwei
:Ciggrette & liquid -.-

Done my "quiz" changed abit q: but nevermind . 3More days to 9826 5664's birthday , wanna meet him soon , wanna meet him long , but he has to rust off cause he's fren or dunno who celebrating for him at EC ? idk . somewhere there bahs , idiot ! got fun jiiu dun wan me ! BUKIT LA ! I almost get burned -.- mummy cook then never off stove , went out instead , the house if filled with poisoned gas , i'm suffocating soon -.- SAVE ME !

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2009-05-21T16:00:00.000+08:00

Life was fine ,
Kinda wonderful , Filled with him (:
School was bad , attire check , caught my skirt & nails .
My skirt no alter , no fold , still short , MEANS I'm GROWING TALLER !
Nails got to cut it off , Heart pain ): Shall not go school for the time being -.-
Hope mummy allow :x
Spongebob didn't come school today ,
Rotting in class , Chatting with Ke ai (:
Crap abit , decided to have a early dismiss by my own timing ,
Leave straight after 1pm ,
Even Mr.Azalan has saw me , hack care .
Headache ! Text Spongebob as she say she'll come fetch me today .
Ask her come out , wait for Nuer outside Music room for 30MINS !
Stupid Jane Lee , Take my THROWN-AWAY PENCIL CASE ! Still dun let them early dismiss !
She came out , Waited for J.X didi , Then we went over to Y.P & play SWING !
Headache still can play q: let him know i sure die -.-
+ i didn't really eat alot today , keep have a feeling of vomiting !
Play Play Play , Spongebob came , Crap awhile , saw CHUNAN !
He cute sia , tot I XUELI -.-
Come my fs say :"LAOBU" ! then in school call me "LAOBU" again !
Rofl !
Come talk cock with us , then he's gone ,
Move on to 400+ buy bubble tea , + meet ♥Suzanne !
Noisy sia she !
blahhblahhblahh , she decided to accompany go home !
HURRAY !
Inside bus i look at my house downstair ,
I saw someone , gold hair , black spect , Filled with BLACK , & very SKINNY !
Think is my BELOVED BROTHER , STEVEN !
Faster alight from bus , Chiong go house downstair ,
When i saw him , first reation is :" BROTHER !!"
He :"SISTER" back at me , then i ask him :"Brother , why you with kids ?"*grin*
He said he ask them NOT TO BULLY ME ,
So KEVIN CHEN ! DONT COME DISIAOSIAO ME ! I'LL WHACK YOU HARD !
Slack there , did something ** , then go home .
First thing i do is see my both blog , then to 98265664's blog .
& to reply his LASTEST POST ,
Here is it :

Idiot , My reation wont be big , just shy , so yea , DONT DISTURB ME , Arbo i'll get the theater FULLED ! Filled with my FRINEDS ! & yea , 4 More days , I Wish Time Flies to Monday now . I wanna see you NOW ! ILOVEYOU YEA?! <3

Nothing much le , Tired , wanna sleep , Lastly , BIGBANG <3♥<3♥ ! 9826 5664 Too :} ♥♥♥♥♥

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2009-05-20T19:18:00.000+08:00

Nothing much to post ,
Freaking sick this few days ,
Fever up to 38.4 degree ,Vomited twice , Headache .
Went to see Doctor yesterday ,
Gimme some medicine ,& 2days MC .
My sickness cause me to skip one of my exams ,
but luckily is only ART !
Exams FINISH ,
Happy !
I miss 9826 5664 , he didn't msg me , IDIOT HIM !
Meeting him on Monday ,
For his Birthday .
But meet him awhile only , the time for a movie .
He got Exam on his birthday , Suey !
& it's starting at4 pm-.-
After his exam & all ,
by the time he have reach ,
it'll be around 6+ to 7 bahhs .
Never mind !

Everything have change after she appear .
She snatch them all away .
Regret introducing them to her .
That make her change so much ,
It's all my fault .I'm sorry .
I'm such a failure . Fail in everything .
Only bring-ing good kids to bad .
& from bad to worse .
I hate myself , Damn lot !
Ouh , Forget it ,
Nothing will change back ,

98265664 : you this IDIOT ! view my blog never tag me ? I ~~HATE~~ YOU LA ! Monday you'll know it ! ROLF ! <3>

WanXin CottonCandy , Priscillia Sister , Leanne Mei , Suzanne Mei , Hoshi CookieMonster , KarWei GuaiKia , & 9826 5664 are all LOVED !

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥Your Lady , My Man !♥♥♥♥♥

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2009-05-17T13:47:00.000+08:00

HAPPY ONE MONTH ANNIVERSARY WITH COTTONCANDY ,
IZADORA.C WANXIN ! I LOVE YOU TO THE MAX !
Maybe later meeting up with Cotton Candy .
She's So Cute alright ?! Gonna buy some present for her !
Stupid TanWeeLee {ahboy} doggy asked me for patch -.-
Played with me so many time still dare ask for patch .
Knn ! Opps , no vulgur allow :p !
Nothing much to post le , Watch Youtube better .
Hot Weather ,
I Miss Mango & CottonCandy !

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2009-05-17T02:51:00.000+08:00

Nothing to do , So post some video to share , Must see to the end , It's cute !

SunSet Glow by BIG BANG

Wonderful by BIGBANG

2009-05-16T17:40:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went to town with Joan darling <3
Went lucky plaza take Joan darling's spectacles & get my hair done .
Darling brought a new slipper/flip flop . Looks almost the same as mine .
After that went Far East meet Les.H Siew Hui <3
Crap outside awhile then went inside shop .
Didn't buy anything . Just walking here & there .
After that went outside huhu .
Slowly walk to Cine , -In The Rain- .
Went arcade .
Para machine is done le .
Can play :}
Played thrice .
Failed the last round of 2 time hard style .
But still achieve 1st & 2nd .
Normal mode get 1st .
* CONGRATS ! *
Hahas .
I sound BHB -.-
But never mind .
I'm just confidence !
After game we went down ,
Les brought a "ILOVEYOU" tee .
Got light some more .
So nice !
hahas !
After everything come back Yishun .
Joan darling actually wanna cut hair .
But in the end never -.-
So we take bus go Sembawang .
Just to have dinner .
Les treat me eat :}
Thanks !
went to arcade again ,
Played rock fever .
After that Joan Went home ,
Me & Les went buy drink
Went to take train after that .
stop at Yishun le then Jieh ask me want wait her ma .
So take train go Orchard again to meet her ,
Get off the train , & on the other side one .
saw Jieh , crap the way back to Yishun .
Went home , Benji , my Dearest Mango text me ,
Ask me to call him ,
replied him said i go eat first , then when i text him again ,
He's ASLEEP -.- !
Nevermind then , shall call him tonight !
Jieh can't sleep , so crap & watch show with her .
Not long after , I'm tired , So went to sleep .
Woke up at 2plus .
Do nothing the whole day .
Comp a bit spoil . Wanna Change a new one .
Never mind , gonna go NP soon ,
Buying present for Cotton Candy .
Tomorrow 1Month le !
ILOVEYOU !

You've not come back to me . It's useless . I shall not wait any longer . Tears slip through my cheeks , Smile broke off my face & You killed me with pain . I've nothing much to say . I know we're over . No more like before , the days you called me "dar" , & even "laopo" . Saying you wanna married me , Telling me you love me , Showing me most love & concern . It's really no more , You dont love me like before. We're just friend now . A drifted friendship . But it's still a best memories you left for me & I felt lucky to have known you . 2 more days to 6months of friendship . You know who I'm talking about . Takecares , I Hope you'll find your true love soon !

I Love You Still ,
My one & only Mr.Ong ,
You Used to call me Mrs.Ong ,
I'll never forget this name for sure !

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2009-05-13T23:43:00.000+08:00

Kinda moodless today , Dear was whack at Japan for no reason , just being a passerby , the other group just whack him & the group behind him . Kelian de Dear ! maybe after exam going to Japan find visit him , or maybe uncle gonna send him back :'( Dear must rest well ok ?!
-♥

Nothing is same like that past .
Our love , Our laughter , Our memories .
For some reasons i have to act my life ,
Cant even tell anyone , keep this to myself .
Wanna Tell you i also can't .
Can't admit i still love you ,
Can't admit i still want you ,
Can't admit this is an act .
I'm really falling ,
Falling down to the ground .
I hope we're still the same .

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2009-05-12T13:35:00.001+08:00

Just got back from school .
English & MT paper 2 today .
Kinda easy on both paper .
Hope i can pass All my subject .
Maths tomorrow , gonna buck up !
Good luck everyone on your exams !
4th day without Dear = LIFELESS .
Dear i want you back by my side .
Without you here ,
No one control my speech ,
No one control my movement ,
No one force me on drinking ,
No one force me in studying ,
No one bring me go riding ,
No one stop me from smoking{although i didn't} .
I felt so alone .
I need you now , but i know work is more important .
I wont be so unreasonable .
I'm a grown up , a girl that understand you .
Dear , I'll be waiting for you to be back !
OngWeeKiong , ILOVEYOU !
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DEDICATION TO ONGXUANLONG !
Mao , just read your blog , Don't look down on yourself la , You're a great friend , So it means you'll be a great son . You may not be so clever , but at least you admit yourself . & you're not a failure . It's only you didn't give in all . t'care of yourself k ?

Nothing is as painful as the words say , You makes me cry for 1 whole hour . You always know i love you still , But you always act as you don't .It's nothing much , I've Dear with me now . Nothing much will change , As you've said , remain as friends are better . Then , let it be . Nothing much to crap about . Just a waste of time . Waiting for Saturday . Dear will be back from Japan . I Love You .

Dear i miss you

2009-05-11T00:20:00.000+08:00

Dear went to Japan for second day .
I miss him .
How can i past my week without him ?
Dear do look after yourself k ?
& Don't go anyhow !
You know what i mean !
It's mother's day today !
Wish all mummy in this world ,
HAPPY MOTHER's DAY !
Jieh brought mummy go Wisma's "ding tai feng" eat .
So nice ! DELICIOUS !
Brought 2 "COTTON ON"s slipper ,
1 mango basic pink tee .
So nice .
3oogram of famous amos !
totally amount spent : $ 50bucks !
Kinda cheap right ?
Yea . All brought by MUMMY !
Thanks man !
Went to XuanLong aka Maomao's blog just now .
Saw my name twice !
To maomao : PLEASE DUN THINK YOURSELF AS G.D HE'S MUCH MORE HANDSOME !
& Maomao again : Thanks for remembering my number ~ easy to remember right ? I also remember your number de luhhs . 8 more days = we've know each other for 6month . Got present ? Hahas . Loves la !
Nothing much to post .
My Reflection now ~

I know i used to be fierce & violent .But I'm a changed person . No more problem settling for me k ? Anything can tell me , I'll let you vast your anger on me k ?
Dear , I've changed . Really changed . A Good girl :} I promised you I'll be the girl you want . & I did it alright ! When you're back to Singapore , I'll make sure you're impress of me . Joseph & gang will be looking after me , So don't worry & focus on your work ok ? Remember buy my gift when you're back ok ? i'll miss you alot . See you on Saturday ! ILOVEYOU !

Baby i love you

2009-05-07T20:51:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone ! Silver's dearly Boyfriend is here to blog for her !She cant blog today due to her examinations , So she gets me to do it for her .Looking at her studying so hard makes my heart break .Baby don't get too stress ok ? Leave some time for me too .I love you & you know I always do .You're just too prefect to be true .Although you don't have Michelle's body line ,Not as gentle as her , but that's what i like about you .You're so much special to me .A present that God gave me .I'll never break the promises I've made to you ever again .Drink more water ! And don't go on diet to slim down .Have a regular meal !No matter how you look like ,You're always my Baby .Nothing much to post .Take cares !

Silver's Reply : Dear , my time belongs to you , but that's after my exams . 8 paper to go only . It'll be quick . I always know you love me & I also love you too . I'm not as prefect as you think . I'm an average girl , But have a WONDERFUL Boyfriend ! I know Mich is pretty & gentle . But that's her inner soul , I don't wanna act like her infront of you . That wont be me . I don't mind promises is break , but i mind if you break up with me . Water ? Can i don't drink ? no taste ! ARHHHHH dear forcing water down my troat ! IDIOT YOU !! & i NEVER go for diet . I still eat alot . So stop buying so much for me ! Will die de lehhs ! the more u gave , the more i need to run! So dear , if you "wei wo hao" , PLEASE STOP FEEDING ME ! Last but not least ,
Dearly LaoGong , You"re mine NOW & FOREVER ! & ILOVEYOU ! SMARKS !

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2009-05-05T16:25:00.000+08:00

Nothing much to say nowadays .
Busy with studies .
2More day to MYE !
Scared that I'll fail my exams .
But happy if i really do ,
As if i can't get promote ,
I'll quit school .
But I'll still try my best .
Have Been Studing Real Hard !
Dont Really Have Time For Blog .
Schools is tiring ,
First paper chinese .
Think i can pass bahhs .
Try My Best !
I'll Only Be Back in posting After Exams ,
Pictures Will Be Up soon !
Taggs Are Still Welcome & Will Still Be Replied once seen !
I'll Stop here .
Have To Study !

Baby , I Swear I'll Love You More Then Anything in this world !
You're Mine Now & Forever !

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2009-05-04T19:09:00.000+08:00

Everyone ! This My First Post On This Private Blog !
Nothing Much To Say !
Just Thanks For All Readers To Come & Look Around My Blog !
&Please Keep My Blog Alive !
No Spamming , Ripping , & Shitting Around here !
Kinda Tired , Wanna Rest .
TakeCare & Please Come Often :}

Guys , For my sake , Please Stop Quarreling . Really SAD & TIRED when seeing
my loves one quarrel !

X'iaoJo : Although we're no longer "Gans" . But Treat it as for me , Stop this with Leanne kays ? No matter what , You're still my friends . Seeing people wanna fight with my Mei & I can't even do anything , It don't feel good yea . Stop all this kays ? Treat it as I'm begging you . Just Leave LEANNE alone.

& EVERYONE ! : If you're a friend or mine , Or at least , I treated you as one , Please don't hurt any of my Family & Friends . It's sad to see that ! Imgaine your beloved being bullied , & You can't get involved , how you'll feel ? & If your family & friends know you're bulling others , How will people look at them ? Think of others before you do something can ? This all i gotto say .

ILOVEYOU !